Mar 14, 2006 11:55
Margo said that I make her sad... I don't know why - probably because I am a lousy friend and I never call people - which I need to do. I feel trapped though. Life is too short to ignore people that are so important to you, but every day, from the time I get up until the time I go to bed I feel so busy, always. If I have a moment of free time, that's what it is - free time and I don't feel like doing anything. It really sucks, but I feel that there is no other choice. I have to work, I have to pay rent, and I have to finish school so that I don't do this for the rest of my life.
To all of my friends that I don't talk to regularly (or have talked to in forever) -
I'm sorry. That's all I can say, I don't want to be a lousy friend - I don't. I never even see my family - so don't feel left out. What can I do to make it better?
To my friends that I do see (which most of you are at work) - thanks for keeping me sane.
Much love,
Angela
I'm at Lakewood Library and some old guy is having a seizure. They clerks are calling 911. I really don't want to get old.