She Never Asked Me For Anything 24/?

Feb 18, 2013 21:12

Author: jazzkintz

Rating: NC-17 overall

Pairing: Callie/Arizona

Disclaimer: I own nothing. No profits here. All characters belong to Shonda Rhimes

Summary: Callie wants kids Arizona doesn’t. They love each other but sometimes love just isn’t enough. Can they find a path that is right for them? COMMENT AWAY!!!

Callie had successfully managed to avoid her ex girlfriend for three whole days. Well the blonde ex girlfriend anyway. The green-eyed brunette had been a little harder to avoid since they were still living together until Hayley left for Chicago next week.

Three nights ago she and Hayley had broken up and Callie had decided to text Arizona. She needed the blonde to tell her that it was going to be okay, that her world wasn’t about to end. she needed to hear that she wasn’t alone.

When she opened the door to her apartment mere minutes after sending that text, she wasn’t met with loving blue eyes but instead worried deep green ones.

“Hannah? What are you doing here? Is Arizona okay?” Callie was suddenly in a panic. She and Hannah were friendly but not to the point of unannounced visits.

“She’s fine. Can I come in?” her beautiful green eyes gave away how nervous she was.

“Of course, come in?” Callie ushered the younger woman into her messy apartment. Realizing that the red head wasn’t going to be the one to break the silence, Callie decided to bite the bullet. “Hannah, are you okay?”

“Arizona’s an idiot,” Hannah suddenly blurted out. It was certainly not what Callie was expecting to hear the other woman say.

“Okay… did you guys have a fight or something?” complete confusion and utter bewilderment took a hold of Callie when she saw Hannah shaking her head, denying that there had been a fight.

“She loves you. I know that” Hannah began.

“Hannah, there’s nothing-“ Callie began to deny that anything was going on between her and Arizona. It was the truth. There wasn’t anything going on between them. Not anymore.

“Please let me finish Callie…” Hannah pleaded with the slightly older orthopedic surgeon. When Callie nodded her head in agreement the young lawyer continued. “She loves you. I knew that when we started dating and I knew there was nothing I could do about it. She told me there wasn’t anything I could do…”

Callie wasn’t sure where this was going but she was certain that she wasn’t going to like it. The Latina just wished that Hannah would get to the point quickly.

“I want you to know that I like you and I think that if we weren’t both in love with the same woman, we could have been great friends…” Callie smiled at the red heads words, knowing full well that they were the honest truth. “So before I ask you what I’m about to ask you, I just want you to know that I wish things were different, I really do,” Hannah was almost crying at this point. Callie felt bad for her; whatever she came here to say was hard for her.

“Just say it Hannah. It’s okay” Callie was sure that Hannah was going to ask her to stay away from Arizona. Perhaps she was going to tell the Latina to go to Chicago with Hayley.

“Please don’t use her brothers semen” Hannah practically begged.

“Huh?” was the only thing that found its way out of Callie’s mouth. She was speechless; she tried to say that it was too late. She had already used Arizona’s brother’s sperm and she may already be pregnant with a Robbins.

“Please… I know she offered it to you and I know she thought she wanted you to have it but she won’t be able to handle this Callie. She won’t be able to handle knowing that a piece of her dead brother is walking around out there” Callie could hear the desperation in Hannah’s voice.

“Does Arizona know you’re here?” Callie asked.

“No. She doesn’t know that I know about this. But please Callie, I know how badly you want to have children but Arizona doesn’t. That’s why you two aren’t together anymore, remember?” Callie was getting a little angry now. Was Hannah here to rub it in her face? She knew why they weren’t together. What did Hannah know about it anyway?

“I know all of this Hannah, but Arizona gave Danny’s semen to me. She wanted me to have it” she wasn’t sure why she didn’t just come out with it and tell Hannah that the damage had already been done.

“Because she cares about you and she wants you to be happy, even at the expense of her own happiness. If you do this, she’ll be miserable. You know she will” Hannah was starting to make sense to Callie. The Latina had allowed herself to believe that Arizona wanted this, that she wanted Callie to carry on the Robbins line but in reality she knew that of course this wasn’t what Arizona wanted. If this was what Arizona wanted then the blonde would have offered to do this with her.

“Arizona’s a big girl Hannah. I know you’re trying to protect her, but maybe I should be having this conversation with her. Not you” Callie was slightly more harsh than she had mean to be but Hannah didn’t seem fazed by it.

“You’re right. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have come here. I’ll leave” the red head began making her way toward the front door that she had unceremoniously knocked on only a short time ago. Before she made it out the door she turned back for some parting words.

“You weren’t willing to give this up for her, but I am and I’ll look after her. I swear I will” Callie felt Goosebumps rise up all over her body. It was this moment that she saw exactly what Arizona loved about Hannah. She loved the blonde just the way she was. She didn’t expect the impossible and she didn’t want to change her. She was willing to do the changing for Arizona. Callie hadn’t been.

Callie felt a dull ache settle on her heart when she realized the total truth of the red heads words. The two women shared a knowing look before Hannah disappeared as swiftly as she had come.

Callie hadn’t heard from or spoken to Hannah since that night and when Arizona had shown up on her doorstep after receiving her text, Callie pretended not to be home.

Now, she was pacing around an empty on-call room waiting for Cristina to arrive. She needed help and it was the kind of help that only Cristina could provide.

Suddenly the door swung open and Callie almost laughed at the sight of her roommate. She had obviously been asleep when Callie had paged her 911 to the on-call room.

“This better be good Torres” Cristina was not happy about being woken up for anything other than a cool surgery.

“I need you to lie to Arizona about the insemination” Callie blurted out unceremoniously.

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“You what?!” Mark bellowed.

“I lied” Cristina replied casually.

“What do you mean you lied?” Teddy was trying to remain calm but it was obvious she was becoming frustrated by Cristina’s flippant remarks.

“I lied. Callie didn’t really use the Robins brother’s junk. I took her down there and she chickened out. She picked some other blonde haired blue eyed jar head type. So I figured it was close enough” Cristina shrugged and continued to shovel her lunch into her mouth.

Mark and Teddy were speechless.

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“She lied? I came all the way out here and she lied?” Sawyer Robbins had been hiding out in Mark Sloan’s apartment for three days while her and the Scooby gang came up with a plan of attack. She had to admit; she was a little disappointed that there was no longer the possibility of a Robbins baby.

She had planed on going to see Arizona today in the hopes that they would be able to talk about the offering of her brothers semen and what that would mean for the Robbins family but for Arizona in particular.

“Apparently at the last minute Torres picked some other blonde haired blue eyed military type and in Yang’s mind that was good enough” Alex was beyond pissed at this point. He had invested a lot in the knowledge that Cristina would be able to follow through with her part of the plan.

“Fuck. Well this makes my job a lot harder now doesn’t it?” Sawyer threw her arms up in the air.

“Harder? Don’t you mean impossible?” Alex retorted as he threw himself on the couch and closed his eyes, rubbing his temples in frustration.

Sawyer shimmied her way over to the couch, lifting a leg over Alex and straddling him. She leans into him and whispers to him seductively “Baby, you should know by now that when it comes to me… nothing is impossible” as she leans in and places a gentle kiss on his lips.
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