Oct 23, 2003 08:19
I MISS CLEAR LAKE HIGH SCHOOL SO MUCH I MISS THE WAY THOSE ASIAN FACES LOOK IN THE HALLWAYS. IM NOT SAYING PEOPLE AT DEER PARK ARE SO, SO RETARDED .. BUT THEY ARE NOT INTO SCHOOL THE WAY KIDS AT CLEAR LAKE ARE. WHEN I TOOK THE SATIIS THE OTHER WEEKEND I JUST DIED BECAUSE I WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE MY FRIENDS AND SO SAD THAT I LEFT THEM OUCHHHHHHH OUCHY OUCHY. ALL I WANT TO DO IS TOUCH THEIR FACES. I USED TO HANG OUT WITH SUCH GENIUSES AND I REALLY MISS THAT SO MUCH. WHAT I MISS THE MOST IS TAKING STANDARDIZED TESTS LIKE THE SATS BECAUSE YOU GET TO WAKE UP SO EARLY, GO SOMEWHERE WITH PRETTY ASTRONAUT CHILDREN, TAKE A TEST, THEN GO OUT TO EAT AND DISCUSS HOW HORRIBLY I DID ON THE TEST, AND HOW AWESOME THEY DID. AND YOU GET SMARTER JUST BY LOOKING INTO THEIR EYES BECAUSE THEY ARE JUST SO SMART AND SOOOOO NICE AND GOOD AND HEY. i ESPECIALLY LIKE TAKING THOSE TESTS BECAUSE THEY ARE ALWAYS IN THE MORNING AND I A L W A Y S A L W A Y S H A V E B I G G E R C R U S H E S O N P E O P L E I N T H E M O R N I N G.
I AM SO STUPID THIS YEAR. MY JOURNAL USED TO BE LIKE THAT PART IN FLOWERS FOR ALGERNON WHEN CHARLIE IS TURNING INTO A GENIUS AT SUCH AN ALARMING RATE. BUT NOW IT IS LIKE THE CHAPTER RIGHT AFTER THAT WHEN HIS BRAIN EXPLODES BACK INTO RETARDED MODE AND HE JUST GETS STUPIDER AND STUPIDER AND STUPIDER UNTIL HE DIES FROM IT.