Unexpected - Chapter 2
Title: Unexpected
Author: jazzieness
Characters: SS501, Janey Lee (Fictional Girl)
Genre: Romance, Drama
Rating: PG 13
Summary: Vacation. That’s Janey’s purpose why she decided to go to South Korea, where her father came from. But because of unexpected meeting with the group SS501, every thing changed, especially when she met Heo Young Saeng.
CHAPTER 2
The Day of my departure is getting closer, I only got a month and I'm off to Korea. Everything is settled, thanks for my dad for helping me with things. My Uncle Jung (Dad's Brother) is going to pick me up at the airport, and then he will drop me off at the Condo that I rented. Even though my parents suggested that I should live with my Uncle's place.
Flash back
knock..knock..knock..
Huh? Someone is still awake? I wonder who could that be. "Come in!" my dad came opened the door, he's been staying up late because he's helping me with my trip. Everything is settled now except the place where I can stay in.
"I knew you're still awake." He said and walked in. I wonder what he wants to talk about.
"Hmm, yea, I still have homework to do *yawn* but its already late, I think I'm going to finish it tomorrow. What's up?" I asked him.
"Oh I see, so I talked to your Uncle Jung this morning, I told him about your arrival and he said you are welcome to stay in his house. Are you okay with staying with them?” He told me.
Hearing that made my eyebrow arch and said " Naahhh, I much preferred to stay in a Condo than to stay in his house with Auntie."
"Why? You’re Auntie isn't that bad, unless... you're bringing your dog." His eyebrows were arching and look at me.
"Exactly! I'm bringing Destiny along with me, I bet you forgot about that." after hearing that my dad's mouth made an O shape and said, scratching his head.
"Ye, I forgot to tell them about that part." I chuckled.
"But I want you to stay with them its your first time going there and you're alone, you'll be with your cousins and they can guide you. Isn't it a good idea?" He's worried about me, maybe he's afraid that something might happened to me while I'm away.
"Dad I'm going to be okay, and I don't want to have an issue with Auntie again about my dog. I promise to take care of myself." I got up and hug him, I'm going to miss them, but I have to go, I need to go. "Dad, I know you're worried, I know it's hard for you that I'm leaving. But I have to move on. If James can see me right now, He'll be mad at me, hit my head and tell me "Yah! Can you stop torturing yourself?!" Imitating James made my dad laugh. "Don't worry I'll be fine, I promise." I went on.
"I trust you, it's just that I'm going to miss you, you'll be gone for, and I don’t know maybe half a year. And I'm worried about you. Aigoo my baby neyney is a big girl now huhuhu." pretending that his crying.
"Awww my baba called my neyney again ahhah !!" I miss this father & daughter bonding; I've been busy with my schoolwork and got no time to hang out with them. I promise that when I come back I'll spend more time with my family.
"Okay now, it's already late, you still have school tomorrow, Go to sleep now." My dad said and smiled at me.
"Sure sure!" He kissed my forehead. And closed my door.
End of flash back
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after school, I didn't went straight home. I went to Safeway first and bought a bouquet of red tulips, it’s his favorite flower. He told me that he like this flower because red tulips represent "Undying Love" and he will only give this kind of flower to the women that he love (Me, Mom, Jam, Jm, Courtney). I'm going to visit him today and I'm in a hurry because it’s already late.
I'm walking at the parking lot when I heard someone called me, when I turn to see who it was. I saw it was Courtney. We didn't talk since the incident and she didn't even go at James Funeral or say sorry from what happened. She's getting closer, I don't want to talk to her but it’s too late.
"Hi Janey! I missed you!" she greeted me happily, she's about to hug me but I step back.
"What do you want?" I asked her coldly. She looks hurt on my reaction, then saw the flowers in my hands and asked me.
"Are you going to visit him?" I'm controlling myself not to loose my temper, I don't want to make a scene in a public place.
"What do you want?!" I asked her again.
"I...I ju..just..want to..to say I'm so..rry." she's stuttering while telling me that.
"Don't you think it's a little too late for you to say sorry? And you're apologizing on the wrong person." My tears were flowing uncontrollably. Facing the person that caused James death is too much for me to bear.
I turn around but she caught my wrist "Neyney let me explain!" she let go of my wrist quickly and I stared at her, my anger took over me, I can't hold myself now.
"There’s no need to explain Courtney! I know everything I needed to know, Dustin told me everything! My brother loved you since were in Middle School, he gave you all of him; he doesn't even save a little for his own. Then what did you do to him? Cheated him with his own best friend? How could you do that, if you don't love my brother anymore, why didn't you tell him? Why you have to wait for him to catch you with other guy? Do you think your sorry can change anything? Well its not! What you do him and to us is unforgivable, Court. I hope your happy now."
After that I didn't wait for her answer, I walk off and went straight to my car without looking at her again. I didn't waste time to calm myself, I drove as fast as I could it's getting late now and I want to spend time with James. I'm over speeding at the highway, my mind was floating somewhere, and I’m recalling the confrontation earlier. But when I glanced at the dashboard, I'm at 90MPH for 65MPH speed limit. I slow down a little and murmured to myself "I don't want to die yet". 15 minutes has passed, I finally arrived at the cemetery it's so quite and peaceful in here. While walking, I can see flowers everywhere; a lot of people visited their love ones today. After a long walk, I reached James graveyard.
The anger and sadness I felt earlier is now gone like the wind. For some reason this place gave me peace of mind, maybe because I can feel his presence here with me. We didn't visit him for a long time, so his place is kind of messy. I cleaned his tombstone, remove a lot of leaves and take out the dead flowers that’s been there for 4 months and replaced it with the tulips I bought.
"You know what? I'm going to Korea next month." I’m pretending that he's just sitting beside me "...I'm going to continue our plan, isn't it great?!” I'm silent for a while, sitting on the grass letting the wind blow my hair. "I wish you're still here Jamesy, it’s not the same without you." I trace his name using my fingers, I'm surprise that I didn't cry for the first time. "Well, this is the first time I didn't cry while thinking of you, I think it’s a good sign." I stayed there for an hour, but the sun is setting so I need to go. I say goodbye to him and went to the parking lot. I glance at the cemetery once again and drove off wondering when I can visit him again.
[end of chapter 2]
Author: jazzieness
Characters: SS501, Janey Lee (Fictional Girl)
Genre: Romance, Drama
Rating: PG 13
Summary: Vacation. That’s Janey’s purpose why she decided to go to South Korea, where her father came from. But because of unexpected meeting with the group SS501, every thing changed, especially when she met Heo Young Saeng.
CHAPTER 2
The Day of my departure is getting closer, I only got a month and I'm off to Korea. Everything is settled, thanks for my dad for helping me with things. My Uncle Jung (Dad's Brother) is going to pick me up at the airport, and then he will drop me off at the Condo that I rented. Even though my parents suggested that I should live with my Uncle's place.
Flash back
knock..knock..knock..
Huh? Someone is still awake? I wonder who could that be. "Come in!" my dad came opened the door, he's been staying up late because he's helping me with my trip. Everything is settled now except the place where I can stay in.
"I knew you're still awake." He said and walked in. I wonder what he wants to talk about.
"Hmm, yea, I still have homework to do *yawn* but its already late, I think I'm going to finish it tomorrow. What's up?" I asked him.
"Oh I see, so I talked to your Uncle Jung this morning, I told him about your arrival and he said you are welcome to stay in his house. Are you okay with staying with them?” He told me.
Hearing that made my eyebrow arch and said " Naahhh, I much preferred to stay in a Condo than to stay in his house with Auntie."
"Why? You’re Auntie isn't that bad, unless... you're bringing your dog." His eyebrows were arching and look at me.
"Exactly! I'm bringing Destiny along with me, I bet you forgot about that." after hearing that my dad's mouth made an O shape and said, scratching his head.
"Ye, I forgot to tell them about that part." I chuckled.
"But I want you to stay with them its your first time going there and you're alone, you'll be with your cousins and they can guide you. Isn't it a good idea?" He's worried about me, maybe he's afraid that something might happened to me while I'm away.
"Dad I'm going to be okay, and I don't want to have an issue with Auntie again about my dog. I promise to take care of myself." I got up and hug him, I'm going to miss them, but I have to go, I need to go. "Dad, I know you're worried, I know it's hard for you that I'm leaving. But I have to move on. If James can see me right now, He'll be mad at me, hit my head and tell me "Yah! Can you stop torturing yourself?!" Imitating James made my dad laugh. "Don't worry I'll be fine, I promise." I went on.
"I trust you, it's just that I'm going to miss you, you'll be gone for, and I don’t know maybe half a year. And I'm worried about you. Aigoo my baby neyney is a big girl now huhuhu." pretending that his crying.
"Awww my baba called my neyney again ahhah !!" I miss this father & daughter bonding; I've been busy with my schoolwork and got no time to hang out with them. I promise that when I come back I'll spend more time with my family.
"Okay now, it's already late, you still have school tomorrow, Go to sleep now." My dad said and smiled at me.
"Sure sure!" He kissed my forehead. And closed my door.
End of flash back
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after school, I didn't went straight home. I went to Safeway first and bought a bouquet of red tulips, it’s his favorite flower. He told me that he like this flower because red tulips represent "Undying Love" and he will only give this kind of flower to the women that he love (Me, Mom, Jam, Jm, Courtney). I'm going to visit him today and I'm in a hurry because it’s already late.
I'm walking at the parking lot when I heard someone called me, when I turn to see who it was. I saw it was Courtney. We didn't talk since the incident and she didn't even go at James Funeral or say sorry from what happened. She's getting closer, I don't want to talk to her but it’s too late.
"Hi Janey! I missed you!" she greeted me happily, she's about to hug me but I step back.
"What do you want?" I asked her coldly. She looks hurt on my reaction, then saw the flowers in my hands and asked me.
"Are you going to visit him?" I'm controlling myself not to loose my temper, I don't want to make a scene in a public place.
"What do you want?!" I asked her again.
"I...I ju..just..want to..to say I'm so..rry." she's stuttering while telling me that.
"Don't you think it's a little too late for you to say sorry? And you're apologizing on the wrong person." My tears were flowing uncontrollably. Facing the person that caused James death is too much for me to bear.
I turn around but she caught my wrist "Neyney let me explain!" she let go of my wrist quickly and I stared at her, my anger took over me, I can't hold myself now.
"There’s no need to explain Courtney! I know everything I needed to know, Dustin told me everything! My brother loved you since were in Middle School, he gave you all of him; he doesn't even save a little for his own. Then what did you do to him? Cheated him with his own best friend? How could you do that, if you don't love my brother anymore, why didn't you tell him? Why you have to wait for him to catch you with other guy? Do you think your sorry can change anything? Well its not! What you do him and to us is unforgivable, Court. I hope your happy now."
After that I didn't wait for her answer, I walk off and went straight to my car without looking at her again. I didn't waste time to calm myself, I drove as fast as I could it's getting late now and I want to spend time with James. I'm over speeding at the highway, my mind was floating somewhere, and I’m recalling the confrontation earlier. But when I glanced at the dashboard, I'm at 90MPH for 65MPH speed limit. I slow down a little and murmured to myself "I don't want to die yet". 15 minutes has passed, I finally arrived at the cemetery it's so quite and peaceful in here. While walking, I can see flowers everywhere; a lot of people visited their love ones today. After a long walk, I reached James graveyard.
The anger and sadness I felt earlier is now gone like the wind. For some reason this place gave me peace of mind, maybe because I can feel his presence here with me. We didn't visit him for a long time, so his place is kind of messy. I cleaned his tombstone, remove a lot of leaves and take out the dead flowers that’s been there for 4 months and replaced it with the tulips I bought.
"You know what? I'm going to Korea next month." I’m pretending that he's just sitting beside me "...I'm going to continue our plan, isn't it great?!” I'm silent for a while, sitting on the grass letting the wind blow my hair. "I wish you're still here Jamesy, it’s not the same without you." I trace his name using my fingers, I'm surprise that I didn't cry for the first time. "Well, this is the first time I didn't cry while thinking of you, I think it’s a good sign." I stayed there for an hour, but the sun is setting so I need to go. I say goodbye to him and went to the parking lot. I glance at the cemetery once again and drove off wondering when I can visit him again.
[end of chapter 2]