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why damnit do i have to care so much....i hate guys i hate people i hate everyone y? because i cant b happy here i miss my damned life...i miss my friends i miss Kyle i want to go to NY i miss frank and matthew and i miss vicky and jon...i miss everyone and everything...
im having a hard time today...and im not sure y...i feel selfish and i feel guilty because of it...
i've spent all day cryin just about...i want to be home i need kaitys help...shes the only one who knows me well enough to help...well not the only one but she was the one who was there for me from day 1 of zachs parti in feb...i miss u kaity i miss u alot...
do i sound like a whinin babi? im soryr if i do..i wanna talk to every one i wanna c everyone unfortioinatly i cant...im gettin there....im making friends thank god for eric nd jason and nicole and haley andjoe and anyone else who'de been talkin to me and helping me out...
i moved seats in lunch...fuckin problems where i was sitting...w/e im sittin with nicole nd her friends now...im gettin all a's and a c in school...damn spanish 3 its a bitch i shouldnt have taken honors...but yea...im sellin candy too sooo yea...thank god rachels been helpin me out...well just today...maybe shell help me tomorrow too...
sumthings up wiht one of my friends...hes not himself and its buggin the hell outa me iwish i knew wut to do to be honost with u...but im not being let in at all...but wut can i do? nothing i guess huh?
i got my printer today!! but i cant hook it up till i get a usb cable...its awsome its a scanner copier and printer...and it has a lil port ewhere i cxan just put my memory card from my dig camara...its amazing...
shitty day tho....supposed to be a good day
im having a hard time today...and im not sure y...i feel selfish and i feel guilty because of it...
i've spent all day cryin just about...i want to be home i need kaitys help...shes the only one who knows me well enough to help...well not the only one but she was the one who was there for me from day 1 of zachs parti in feb...i miss u kaity i miss u alot...
do i sound like a whinin babi? im soryr if i do..i wanna talk to every one i wanna c everyone unfortioinatly i cant...im gettin there....im making friends thank god for eric nd jason and nicole and haley andjoe and anyone else who'de been talkin to me and helping me out...
i moved seats in lunch...fuckin problems where i was sitting...w/e im sittin with nicole nd her friends now...im gettin all a's and a c in school...damn spanish 3 its a bitch i shouldnt have taken honors...but yea...im sellin candy too sooo yea...thank god rachels been helpin me out...well just today...maybe shell help me tomorrow too...
sumthings up wiht one of my friends...hes not himself and its buggin the hell outa me iwish i knew wut to do to be honost with u...but im not being let in at all...but wut can i do? nothing i guess huh?
i got my printer today!! but i cant hook it up till i get a usb cable...its awsome its a scanner copier and printer...and it has a lil port ewhere i cxan just put my memory card from my dig camara...its amazing...
shitty day tho....supposed to be a good day