I Hope You Haven't Forgotten Me
Well, it's me the long lost Dameca Brown. I can't even remember the last time posted on livejournal. I've tired to delete my journal but I'm too chicken. Well too update everything that's been going on would take forever so I guess I will try to do my best.
-Aug. 2004
Started 2nd year of college....took way too many classes but I did fine...go me!
-Sept. 2004
Richard, my bestfriend of 7 years left for Cali.
-Oct.- Nov. 2004
I took up cutting again
I made friends with my co-worker Geserse or Gez as I call him
Gez got his heart broken
My friend killed himself
Some dear to me passed on after years of suffering
Tired out for a bunch of shows.....didn't get into any of them
Had plans to move in with Gez
-Dec. 2004
I realized that I had feelings for Gez....which was werid cause I promised I would never feel anything for anyone after Brandon
Christmas was sad and went by too soon
I was mad asst. mananger of Cold Stone
I found out I have an oversized heart.....that can kill ya you know...
-Jan. 2005
I started working even more so, and I took even more classes then I did the semester before
I morned the two anniversary of my dad's car accident
I went out on a couple of dates, found out that I am a GREAT dancer!!!!
-Feb. 2005
I kept to myself the whole month
I cried almost everyday
I hated Valentine's Day
I wanted to die on Feb. 16 (a year after brandon and I broke up)
I didn't leave my bedroom on Feb. 21
I got into a fight with almost all my friends
I decide that I hated Cold Stone
-Mar. 2005
I started to rebuild myself from Feb.
I still had or have feelings for Gez
I started finding other guys attractive
I took up swimming again, I'm also taking Karata, and piano
I started a weight lost program
I did some foolish over spring break
I realized that secreatly I'm waiting for Brandon to come back around
Easter was fun, I really put myself infront of the Lord and became glad where I
am at in my religion
(Ooops I gotta go to class!!!! I will finish later)
-Aug. 2004
Started 2nd year of college....took way too many classes but I did fine...go me!
-Sept. 2004
Richard, my bestfriend of 7 years left for Cali.
-Oct.- Nov. 2004
I took up cutting again
I made friends with my co-worker Geserse or Gez as I call him
Gez got his heart broken
My friend killed himself
Some dear to me passed on after years of suffering
Tired out for a bunch of shows.....didn't get into any of them
Had plans to move in with Gez
-Dec. 2004
I realized that I had feelings for Gez....which was werid cause I promised I would never feel anything for anyone after Brandon
Christmas was sad and went by too soon
I was mad asst. mananger of Cold Stone
I found out I have an oversized heart.....that can kill ya you know...
-Jan. 2005
I started working even more so, and I took even more classes then I did the semester before
I morned the two anniversary of my dad's car accident
I went out on a couple of dates, found out that I am a GREAT dancer!!!!
-Feb. 2005
I kept to myself the whole month
I cried almost everyday
I hated Valentine's Day
I wanted to die on Feb. 16 (a year after brandon and I broke up)
I didn't leave my bedroom on Feb. 21
I got into a fight with almost all my friends
I decide that I hated Cold Stone
-Mar. 2005
I started to rebuild myself from Feb.
I still had or have feelings for Gez
I started finding other guys attractive
I took up swimming again, I'm also taking Karata, and piano
I started a weight lost program
I did some foolish over spring break
I realized that secreatly I'm waiting for Brandon to come back around
Easter was fun, I really put myself infront of the Lord and became glad where I
am at in my religion
(Ooops I gotta go to class!!!! I will finish later)