I can't keep my head on

[jazzemelod]

Let me start off by saying sorry...sorry to everyone I've ever hurt. By my actions and my words I have hurt so many people around me...and I'm sorry...I never realized but a horriable person I am until my own soulmate couldn't stand to be around me...oh god I'm sorry....sorry...to amanda, I know you had nothing to do with it..sorry to those I haven't kept in touch with, I'm sorry to Rachel...Brandon was your friend long before we can into each others lives...it was wrong of me to keep you guys apart..I was just jealous...I was jealous of a lot of people..Anna was one of them and even James, it's just once you have someone so wonderful in your life you don't want anything to take them away from you...ever!! I was horriable to Brandon and I don't blame him for breaking up with me...he should be with someone...less jealous, skinny, beautiful, and someone, he can "grow up with", like Noel...noel. I don't hate anybody...really I don't I just, I'm just misunderstood...but that doesn't mean anything now...I'm so sorry Brandon, if you read this I'm soo soo sorry, and I hope you find what you want, whatever you couldn't find in me....I'm sorry , I'm sorry everybody, about everything.....I love all of you that have come into my life, cause you all have showed me something new about myself...don't forget that..everyone be happy...always be happy, sometimes that's all you got to hang on to is that happiness or the hope for it....forgive me everyone....

-Dameca Angalina Nichole Sicilia Brown
July 17, 1985

I never did learn how to put up an icon...LoL....