Oct 16, 2004 09:52
Last night was nice.
It got a little nippy.
Met Jimmy Wayne.
Today I got my little girl's soccer game today.
They rock!
I can't wait to see them play again.
I think I will sign up to be a referee too.
Hey, why not add another thing to my list of stuff to do.
I checked out the Starbucks site this morning.
NO FREAKIN' WONDER I HAVE BEEN SO HEAVY FOR THE PAST COUPLE OF YEARS!
One frappachino (used to be my fav!) cost me 500 cals a pop.
My god.
I grossed myself out looking at the site.
You know...I just never noticed myself getting out of control with food.
It never occured to me when the Starbucks lady said to me,
"Hey, how can you have so many of those...don't you think you would gain weight?"
::SLAPS SELF::
I think she was truly warning me.
Damn.
I feel better about myself these days though.
No..no one should ever pity me.
I just thought about it this morning.
I wanted to know where all these bad feelings about myself came in.
Alright. 10 more pounds to go.
I can do this.
Sunday we play Weston.
That should be lovely.
It will definitely be butt-busting.
They are good.
FIN
P.S.
We are all diamonds on the inside.