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Still sick. Still sucks. Now I have PMS too. My body is sooo conspiring against me, and I just want to get along with it!
I've lost all interest in food beyond desiring my stomach to stop growling. Don't even want anything to drink. I am just so done with this. I finally get to see a doctor tomorrow. Kellys mom got me an appointment with her local doctor and I have an appointment with a drug research study for treating fibro. I hope I find some relief and reasons for all this misery
Hey did I mention I'm bored out of my mind!!!! I would prefer to go to work than lie here and feel like this. Yet again bitch face scheduled me for a 5 day week this week. WTF?! What part of "I am available to work 4 days a week" does the asshole not seem to understand. Not to mention, called out every shift for a week and a half, do you really think I'm springing back to a 5 day week right away? Anger. Frustration. I'm writing to thw head human rescources about this. This clearly cannot be dealth with between me and my direct bosses and need headquarters involvement. No more fucking games. I'm too sick for this shit and my job is actively making me sicker.
All I can do is lie here and try to stay calm. Getting excited only makes me feel worse. I want the tummy issues to end so I can have a big, loud, and cleansing cry over all this. The frustrations over all this is like a solidifying lump in my chest.
If I don't feel well enough to go to my Sisters of Mercy concert on friday I'm just going to scream! As it is it sucks ass I've been too sick to make a halloween costume, but if I can't even stand on my own by Wed, I'm not even going to attempt a concert!
I've lost all interest in food beyond desiring my stomach to stop growling. Don't even want anything to drink. I am just so done with this. I finally get to see a doctor tomorrow. Kellys mom got me an appointment with her local doctor and I have an appointment with a drug research study for treating fibro. I hope I find some relief and reasons for all this misery
Hey did I mention I'm bored out of my mind!!!! I would prefer to go to work than lie here and feel like this. Yet again bitch face scheduled me for a 5 day week this week. WTF?! What part of "I am available to work 4 days a week" does the asshole not seem to understand. Not to mention, called out every shift for a week and a half, do you really think I'm springing back to a 5 day week right away? Anger. Frustration. I'm writing to thw head human rescources about this. This clearly cannot be dealth with between me and my direct bosses and need headquarters involvement. No more fucking games. I'm too sick for this shit and my job is actively making me sicker.
All I can do is lie here and try to stay calm. Getting excited only makes me feel worse. I want the tummy issues to end so I can have a big, loud, and cleansing cry over all this. The frustrations over all this is like a solidifying lump in my chest.
If I don't feel well enough to go to my Sisters of Mercy concert on friday I'm just going to scream! As it is it sucks ass I've been too sick to make a halloween costume, but if I can't even stand on my own by Wed, I'm not even going to attempt a concert!