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Granny died early Monday morning :(
Had been unwell for a few days, she knew it was time. She had been in pain for years. The doctor came and gave her morphine and said it would let her sleep for a cuple of hours pain-free. She didn't wake up so she died in her own bed, peacefully with dignity just like she wanted.
Only thing is mum found her :( Me and Granda woke up to her screaming "Mum, Mum, Mummy wake up"- Now imagine this coming from a 48 year old woman... Auntie Catherine says I'll probably hear that in my head for a good long while, I can and it scares the shit out of me.
I feel numb, it hasn't sunk in. Hasn't with Granda either, Granny was his life. He ran after her for so long and doted her. He is going to have to be watched.
I just can't believe it yet. She's Granny, she's always there, day or night she'd be sitting in her chair to say hello. I don't know what I'm going to do.
Her funeral is for Thursday, the undertaker mob came up to take her o the parlour. It was horrible to watch them carrying her down the stairs in a bag :'(
Hope she's up there having a ball.
Had been unwell for a few days, she knew it was time. She had been in pain for years. The doctor came and gave her morphine and said it would let her sleep for a cuple of hours pain-free. She didn't wake up so she died in her own bed, peacefully with dignity just like she wanted.
Only thing is mum found her :( Me and Granda woke up to her screaming "Mum, Mum, Mummy wake up"- Now imagine this coming from a 48 year old woman... Auntie Catherine says I'll probably hear that in my head for a good long while, I can and it scares the shit out of me.
I feel numb, it hasn't sunk in. Hasn't with Granda either, Granny was his life. He ran after her for so long and doted her. He is going to have to be watched.
I just can't believe it yet. She's Granny, she's always there, day or night she'd be sitting in her chair to say hello. I don't know what I'm going to do.
Her funeral is for Thursday, the undertaker mob came up to take her o the parlour. It was horrible to watch them carrying her down the stairs in a bag :'(
Hope she's up there having a ball.