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Wow, I'm actually....home.
I was already feeling listless, kinda like crying when I got home, then Mom comes into my room and just sits and looks at me for a while. I turn to ask her whats up, and she says
"I just miss you, that's all." I say that I do come, and even stay here at least a few times a week, and she says "yeah, but you come home, and coem straight back to your room...you could come hang out with me once in a while."
Oh, hell.
Hurting my mother is absolutely the last the LAST thing I ever want to do.
I feel like such a horrible fucking person right now.
And even right after she said that, I still can't go in there and talk to her. Instead, I'm in here, in my room, door closed, holding off sobs.
What the fuck is wrong with me lately?
I was already feeling listless, kinda like crying when I got home, then Mom comes into my room and just sits and looks at me for a while. I turn to ask her whats up, and she says
"I just miss you, that's all." I say that I do come, and even stay here at least a few times a week, and she says "yeah, but you come home, and coem straight back to your room...you could come hang out with me once in a while."
Oh, hell.
Hurting my mother is absolutely the last the LAST thing I ever want to do.
I feel like such a horrible fucking person right now.
And even right after she said that, I still can't go in there and talk to her. Instead, I'm in here, in my room, door closed, holding off sobs.
What the fuck is wrong with me lately?