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Well if you care i FINISHED my first level book today for the saxaphone. That mean i get to play REAL music now! Not things that i remeber playing on my flute in 4th grade (6 years ago)! So yes i didn't think that 4th grade was that long ago you know? I still remember some of the greatest times all through the years. Things like that time travis and ben vareny held a lfash light up to Mrs. B's butt and was like "wooh... it's a full moon tonight!". Or there was this one time someone (for some reason this sounds like a Nicky Lundy thing) the person farted under Mrs. B's desk... god that was funny. I remember the baby shower for Mrs. Hayse and N to Q (the baby's name), Mr. Kurby and all his wacked out nick names... i NEVER had one. I was really quite in his class, i have to say i was scared of him! I just don't know. So yes. Then fifth grade was better than 4th grade and then it all went down hill from there. haha. At the rate it is going i am looking to have a pretty shitty life. Oh man that is too bad. I can't believe we get out at one tommorrow, my freshmen year and it's over. I can still remember things from the beginning of the year! Like the good times with richie. hummmm. So yes. This summer i need to find a nice boy, so that at Prospect Mountain i won't be a whore because i will be taken... it sounds like a REALLY good plan. Caila wanted to tell everyone that she was punk rock and shit and she is all into playing the guitar. No offence to caila but that is not her. I duno. I think she is trying to change for kris and it makes me sooo mad. Caila is pulling one of those no, no, just stop things. People will like her for who she is and that is how she should be. I have really started to "find" myself. Liz Biddle hepled me out with that. Her comments this time didn't effect me and i lived my life like the person i am. the saxaphone is also hepling. It has refulled my excitement for music and all that good stuff. I can't believe it. I feel like i have found myself. I was all into guitar and shit but these past few weeks it has been like wow everyone plays that, or everyone wants to play it. It is like guitar up the ass. It's to the [oint where everyone wants to be a rock star and be all like hey i can play guitar. I mean yeah it is a cool instrument but there are so many people that play that it is like wow what is the point. The saxaphone is where it is at! haha! I duno. Tonight for dinner we are having pizza... order out. hummm.. it's interesting!
So this has really been bothering me and i am just going to say it. Just don't take shit i say personally... that's all there is to it. Ok. Caila you have been all up tight and kinda snobbly latly, i know that you will disagree and i think that it started the last time you saw Kris. I know it sounds dumb but it is like right now you don't really care and are like oh haha fuck you. I think you have been acting fake and not true to yourself and trying to change for kris. I duno but he liked you the way you were the caila in 5th grade... i liked her a lot too ( enough for her to be my best friend). I duno i guess it is hard to see her change. Maybe i have changed.. .it could go both ways... just i learned that you have no friends when you try to change and people like the way you are. It's wierd.
So with that said it's dinner time! Later!
Always,
Ashley