What Not to Wear

Apr 15, 2006 00:12

Sitting here watchin TV after a very full week. Went home last wkend and got to see everyone, spend time w/ Michele and the family so it was great. Amber turned 17 on Tuesday.....I can't believe she's 17!! i remember I was in kindergarten when she was born!!! It doesn't seem like it's been that long, but then again my parents probably think the same thing about me. Got back tuesday nite, relaxed a bit, then took care of all my doctor's appointment on Wednesday. So I'm officially healthy and can see again!! Went to a cookout at Megan's that nite, it was so great to see everyone again!! It's been too long and now that we know we're all staying in the area next year we can make a point to stay in touch and hang out!!!

So I still haven't heard nething from Allen which leads me to believe that I didn't get it. Which is no big deal cuz it was just a starter practice interview anyway. And James got the job at Kernodle, which I figured would happen-he's been so involved in things at that school since we started interning, it was kind of a gimme. And that's so cool too cuz he was really the only one of us who was 100% wanting to be at KMS next year. So it all worked out well. Have an interview  @ Kiser monday and am trying to set up other interviews at some other schools for once I finish student teaching and have more time.

Today I ALMOST finished my portfolio. I'm just waiting on  emails from people so I can finish and post the rest. It's so nice to have it done and out of the way!! Once I get those  2 things done I can officially graduate!!!!! YAY!!!  Hung out with a friend from work this afternoon and he apparently thought it was more than just hanging out. I kinda knew that was gonna happen, even though we've already discussed the fact that I think we're better as friends (basically I can't make myself feel something for him and after a lil time, he was cool with that). 6 months later he wants to try this again and I hate that he's still holding onto this hope that I'm gonna change my mind. It's not gonna happen. Can't help how you feel. If only I could tell myself that when the roles are reversed. When some1 I want doesn't want me back, I feel horrible and mope around and constantly think and analyze what I could do to change the situation, and now I'm in that opposite role. Ugghh!!

Then went and had a Passover dinner with Joey and watched Steel Magnolias. It was good times and I haven't seen that movie in FOREVER so it was about time. I'm gonna miss that boy when he leaves me for Albany........we're gonna have to do something about that, lol. So tomorrow I have to go back to the real world and work...but I'm not really complaining, I haven't worked in over a week and it's been a great week off for me to relax and make progress on a lot of things. If I can make it through the next 2 weeks, everything will be done and I'll be on my way to graduating. And I cannot wait!!!!
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