Rescheduled
He was rescheduled to today... At exactly 6:30 am this morning, he left the philippines... I cried again after he called of course but after a while i fell asleep and then the day started... I keep telling myself to be busy but then he pops up in my mind.. The scene from last night when he brought me back home... He looked back and waved goodbye... I really cant cry freely in my house since i dont have a room of my own so i cried in the comfort room.. I know, its pathetic but then i dont want to show my mom how much im crying cause i know she'll be sad too... I was happy because he spent his last day here with me even though in my opinion, the day was way too fast.. We went to church, gone shopping for the things he needed even had a trip to the festival mall... But i feel like it wasnt enough.. No scratch that..it really wasnt enough.. We wouldve had more adventures together more fun moments, more things weve done together...But then time was against us... And i guess also circumstances... He told me not to cry and even my eyes wont let the tears stop... We'll see each other again someday... I know it... For now i guess i'll try concentrating on my studies and still be in touch with him whenever i can... Its gonna be hard... Really hard... But then we'll make it work and everythings gonna be fine again...
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