yesterday
I felt better yesterday.. coz we spent the whole day together.. he came with me to fix my papers in PRC, oh yeah did i mention passing the boards? yup i passed the boards and I'm happy about it... i got a score of 78.80 and its good.. its high enough.. anyways, back to my story yesterday.. I'm thinking i won't be forgetting about yesterday anytime soon, or maybe ever.. it was actually one of those times that we spend our whole day together doing the simplest things and still enjoyed each others company.. he finally told me that he was leaving.. after watching the first gross movie we watched.. we cried, i tried not to coz i know that he would cry too, then i couldn't hold it in any longer so i just let the tears fall.. we hugged each other for quite some time never wanting to let go.. i really wanted to tell him to stay for me, i wanted to tell him not to go, but i just can't, i can't let him sacrifice so much for me... i want him to be happy, to be with his family coz i know how much he misses them and its been so long since he was with them.. so what i can do, is hold on to him as long as i can, even when he's away..