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[jaznpride600]

I haven't posted in a long time.
things have been good, and i finally realized that i dont need weed or drinks or any of that shit.
the substance hasn't done shit for me.
but got me in trouble or made me feel depressed.
im not going to the purple and white dance...dont know why. just dont want to

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I think im falling for him.
why.
why.
why.
i dont want to.
friends is when we're at our best.
and anything more would fuck it up.
i can't tell if i like him or if its just i havent had a close guy friend in such a long time...and the last close guy friend i fell for was a dick (aka leo).
i dont want to.
things are too good.
but i am sad to say i think i am falling for him.
hes everything i could want in a friend and more.
shit. i sound obsessed.
when we began to become really good friends he asked me:
"do you think we will ever be more than good friends, or do you think that being good friends is the best road for us?"
me: being friends is the best road for us.

and it is...just my feelings say otherwise.
motherfuckerrrr uhhg.