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I’m sitting here, I’m not on the net yet but I’m going to update now and just copy and paste it later, I just got home from school ½ hour ago, it’s now 1:23pm
It’s raining and as you all know very well, I simply adore the rain.
It’s summer it feels like autumn (even tho3 days ago it had reached the hottest day of this summer!)
So I’m sitting here in my black ugg boots, oversized demin jeans and a men’s navy blue, medium sized jumper (what Americans call sweaters I think…) it’s very big on me, which is exactly what I like in this weather.
yesterday I reconstructed my old playlist that I was listening to of winter last year (june, july august) that was probably the one time in my life I was fully at peace with myself and my body (not peace as in new age or even really a spiritual peace - it was just a happy, content peace.
One of my friends helped me with this. What we both did wasn’t really the ‘Christian’ way to act but the outcome was my growing up and becoming comfortable in my own skin so honestly, I know that what we were doing was wrong, but I don’t regret it, actually ‘wrong’ is the…wrong word. It was more like…wasn’t wrong but wasn’t right either…it’s weird…
So I’m listening to this playlist and remembering everything that I was doing at the time, what I was doing at school, my feelings at the time even….i miss it.
This time was also when I discovered Orlando bloom fan fiction (don’t groan!) I don’t read or write it as much anymore because I don’t have time to besides the way that Orlando bloom is going I’m not so much interested in the fanfiction of him because it relates to him as he is now, not as he was back when he started - all cute and untouched, fun loving, he was out doing acting because he loved it, he was single and…not so popular, that I miss also (this has started to sound like a eulogy)
But now I’ve moved onto a new season of my life, I’m not mourning the loss of all that went on last winter, just a bit nostalgic.
That’s one reason music is so very important to be, it frames the seasons of my life. I generally create a new playlist as I go through gradual life changes, then when I come back to the old playlists a flood of memory rains down on me, one reason as to why I hate losing music too, it’s like losing a part of my past…I guess it’s how people treat photos…
Basement jaxx - do your thing
Queen latifa - do your thing
Five iron frenzy - one girl army
Supertones - little man
Truth hurts - addictive
Silverchair - across the night
Emmanuel carella - too beautiful
Shade shiest ft. nate dogg - cali diseaz
Amiel - stupid love song
Cypress hill - rock superstar
Jay z ft. aaliyah - miss you (remix)
Jeremy Gregory - what’s going down
Sneaker pimps - six undground
Cold play - clocks
Craig david ft. sting - rise and fall
Gomez - machismo
Groove amada - R.A.P
DMX - party up
U2 - hold me, thrill me, kiss me, kill me
Faithless - muhammed ali
DMX - X gonna give it to ya
Busta rhymes - break your neck
Da hool - meet her at the lover parade
Badmarsh and shri - get up
Evanescence - bring me to life
Groove amada - if everybody looked the same
Santana ft. chad kroeger - why don’t you and I
Fat joe ft. armageddon
Foo fighters - learn to fly
Groove armada - superstylin’
Nelly - country grammer
Nelly - ride with me
Puff daddy - come with me
Red hot chilli peppers - give it away
50 cent - in da club
bowling for soup - the girl all the bad guys want
matchbox 20 - unwell
puddle of mudd - waste my time
TLC - waterfalls
Bare naked ladies - one week
And yes, I know what you all are asking and the answer is - yes, they are all the clean edits!