joy
I for the first time in a long while I feel joy in my life. I can actually say I am happy. It's been a dark road. There have been times where you seem happy but it doesn't last. This time I hope it's different. Is it possible to have happiness for more than just a week or few moments in time. I think that I am now allowing myself to be happy. I've made some serious changes in my life. I definately pray and give thanks to God almost every single day. I also have had an opportunity to work out some personal issues and I think it has really helped. I am no longer looking for love in all the wrong places. I am also not confusing sex with love or replacing it with some other meaningless experience. I have balance in mylife and that makes me very happy.
I can actually look to the future and visualize what my future will be and who will be there holding my hand. That is exciting. I want to thank all of my friends and family who put up with my bitchiness. With out there help I have know idea where I would be right now.
I can actually look to the future and visualize what my future will be and who will be there holding my hand. That is exciting. I want to thank all of my friends and family who put up with my bitchiness. With out there help I have know idea where I would be right now.