peace
The last few days have lead me to my subject of peace. I finally talked with my sister after a couple weeks of silence on my part. I was not sure what to say with everything that is going on in her life. I explained to her I was trying to give her and Doug space. Furthermore, My decsion as to what I am doing with my life is a huge thing. I am so excited. I can't wait to start school now. I spoke with Robbie in the last few days I met up with him and Brett, Matt, and De on sunday at starbucks off olive way in Seattle. Anyway I was talking with him in regards to some of my recent decisons. He was excited but, wants me to keep and open mind to psycology. Which I told him that is something I can explore along the way. I really enjoyed talking with Robbie it gave me a sense of where he's at and what's been going on with him for the last month.
There has been a lot going on mostly me spending money I don't have on drinks I shouldn't be drinking so much of. Oh well only live once right. I'd rather tell God thank you I enjoyed my life than be pissed off at him for not giving me any fun.
I feel so at ease now a lot of people I am in contact with frequently. Noticed this sense of calm. This is the one thing over the last few years I have prayed to god about. "Calmness" And to finally feel this; warms me. I will continue to have faith and give thanks to god because he has always been there for me despite whats going on.
There has been a lot going on mostly me spending money I don't have on drinks I shouldn't be drinking so much of. Oh well only live once right. I'd rather tell God thank you I enjoyed my life than be pissed off at him for not giving me any fun.
I feel so at ease now a lot of people I am in contact with frequently. Noticed this sense of calm. This is the one thing over the last few years I have prayed to god about. "Calmness" And to finally feel this; warms me. I will continue to have faith and give thanks to god because he has always been there for me despite whats going on.