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i went down to the counseling office today. mr. flint gave me a paper with some numbers to call to get more information on the child support laws. i suck at talking to counselors, for some reason it chokes me up.
by the way, i'm going to try to move in with my dad. well, i'll wait a few weeks and get all the information i can before i act. maybe just staying with my mom will make me a stronger person, who knows.
i'm going to try [for the 88th time..] to start working out again. every night, like i used to.
i'm dying my tips blue.
it's funny how someone can be going through a crisis, a mental breakdown, but life continues on around them. that's what scared me the most when mike laura died. everyday was exactly the same. you'd have to make a pretty big impact on a lot of people for there to be any effect. being unnoticed, or unimportant, that's something i'm afraid of.
by the way, i'm going to try to move in with my dad. well, i'll wait a few weeks and get all the information i can before i act. maybe just staying with my mom will make me a stronger person, who knows.
i'm going to try [for the 88th time..] to start working out again. every night, like i used to.
i'm dying my tips blue.
it's funny how someone can be going through a crisis, a mental breakdown, but life continues on around them. that's what scared me the most when mike laura died. everyday was exactly the same. you'd have to make a pretty big impact on a lot of people for there to be any effect. being unnoticed, or unimportant, that's something i'm afraid of.