Apr 26, 2007 01:01
1) CARNEGIE HALL. CHORALE. SENIOR YEAR. LAST CONCERT. CARNEGIE HALL. CARNEGIEE HALLLLLLL.
talk about a full body and mind rush :) no words... the sound. the acoustics. the hugeness. chorale 2007..the year i graduate.. my last concert with this group, and its carnegie hall.
im so proud that i didnt fuckin cry!
2) my horoscope is scarily eerily right... i got goosebumps everywhere just now. how do they fucking do that?
3) i LOVE my friends, and my family, so much. SO MUCH.
4) ****************: night sweetie;-)
^ why on earth would i fuck something so simple yet so weird up by doing something so... thoughtless? but why am i so tempted... and why is it actually hard to say ... nah... and why is it bad and good and why do i even consider it being good and why cant i just tell myself and listen...
whyyy, because
life is balls.
and
he does NOT. he does NOT. and it took someone seriously out of this world to say it to me straight. NO.
let go. right?
i think im going to do it. i dont know how exactly but it involves calling, telling, and hanging up. i think thats the only way no matter how hard and balls it will be. big sweaty huge hairy balls. in your face. or mine... yea.
baaaalzlllz
walker told me i was beautiful...but, z.y tried to unhook my bra.... its amazing the things you notice when life is balls. balls.
i am so grown up yet soo... sooooooo young.
rollonshabbosman: damn you ayelet
life is balls.