what am i meant for?
during free period today, juliana, megan, janice, michelle and i stayed in sister's room discussing our plans for the future.
the discussion was mainly targeted onto myself since i was transferring.
sister believes that i would have a better academic education if i stayed at PC rather than go back to public school...
she believes in me; she thinks i have so much potential but i'm just limiting myself because i'm so lazy.
if i was a diligent student, God knows what i could do with myself or accomplish when i set my heart onto it.
i'm so fucking lazy with procrastination, i'll still pullin out with a 3.7 GPA, which is still pretty sweet considering the fact I DO NOT TRY.
i have no idea what i want to do with my life, but i think today has clarified my mind a lot, especially with what happened yesterday. i shouldn't dwell on it, i'm glad it happened, i don't take anything back from the relationship. it was perfect while it lasted.
but i can be amazing in school, i know it. i can graduate fucking valedictorian and i can be in all those fucking honors and take all those extracirricular activities, and i can get accepted into the finest universities if i wanted too.
what's holding me back? myself.
the discussion was mainly targeted onto myself since i was transferring.
sister believes that i would have a better academic education if i stayed at PC rather than go back to public school...
she believes in me; she thinks i have so much potential but i'm just limiting myself because i'm so lazy.
if i was a diligent student, God knows what i could do with myself or accomplish when i set my heart onto it.
i'm so fucking lazy with procrastination, i'll still pullin out with a 3.7 GPA, which is still pretty sweet considering the fact I DO NOT TRY.
i have no idea what i want to do with my life, but i think today has clarified my mind a lot, especially with what happened yesterday. i shouldn't dwell on it, i'm glad it happened, i don't take anything back from the relationship. it was perfect while it lasted.
but i can be amazing in school, i know it. i can graduate fucking valedictorian and i can be in all those fucking honors and take all those extracirricular activities, and i can get accepted into the finest universities if i wanted too.
what's holding me back? myself.