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I've gotta stop this now. Before i hurt another person. It's not fair for me to do this to him. Initially i felt something, and still... he says all the things i want to hear. He's kind, and generous with compliments. But they don't affect me like i thought they could. It's not fair to reach for another hand, when my grip is still tight on the other side. I've tried this before and i hurt someone. Alone needs to be my choice. At least for now. For a while. It's unfair to compare. This is so unlike me. Never stay in one place too long. Comfort leads to entrapement.