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i have this feeling...its hard for me to breathe when i think about it...i shake and my heart pounds. idk why but im scared of so many things and i want to cry. i feel constricted not my whole self and it makes me afraid. im lost and i want to be found i had meaning but now im just lost in a world with people that only say there there because they think its the right thing to do. i want compassion i want smiles and laughter i want no worries and i want to say how i feel. why is that so hard maybe because i know those feelings wont be returned i feel so insignificant i feel small and meaningless whats wrong with me?