Chapter 71
HEY!!!! REMEMBER ME!!!!!! LONG TIME, NO F'N SEE!!!!! Listen I know I write some long ass entrys, but I'm not like ya that puts a problem every hour, or every min for that matter. I like to put Weeks worth (Or more) of info so ya don't have to check up on it all the damm time. Or waste space. I know we have UNLIMITED and TONs of Space to write bullshit like most people on LJ does. Thats why in LJ other people write comic books (Meaning: If its not a good story before, they have tons of time to make it up.) Thats why me (Jay) writes Novels, good info or story that people are going to be intrested on reading.
Anyway, I know its been a FUCKIN while since I wrote something in my LJ. Cuz the last entry I was speaking my mind about the whole Renee and Joe calling me thing. Let me get to the point, After when me and Renee talked, we are cool now. Me and Joe??? Well I will give him that respectful "HI", convo here and there and "Bye." Other then that, thats all he's getting from me. Hey, I'm kind, thats how I am, I don't like having enemyies. I could have that Diana way of life and be like "Fuck him for what he stands for, and thats nothing." But I'm nice like that, I have respect for people even if people don't know how to say "I'm sorry" and shit like that. Just remember, I'm not calling 911 if something happens to you, BUT I WILL SAY "HI" TO YOU THOUGH!! LOL. (^_^) Thats what you called being nice in a Fucked up way. YEAH!! I LOVING BEING ME!!! Later more dumb shit! I was mad at that fact that Desiree, Sarah and others felt I was trying to get into Renee's pants. I know that bullshit is over and done with, but that shit bothered me. Listen, And listen very carefully. If I wanted to get into her pants, I would've told my father "Stay in your Room, cuz I'm going to do something" and hes going to get the point. I JUST GOT LIKE THAT BITCHES!!!! But I wanted to go out with Renee, but it never happened!!! Cuz no matter what she will never get over Joe!! And I told her that. I told her I can't win over Joe. Cuz you been with him for years, and I can't beat that. Most likely their together once again for the Millionth time, and I hope that I'm wrong and she made the right choice. Cuz I hate to be right at times when it comes to people I care about. Sometimes I feel I really wasted my time. Oh well, every good man gets up and move on. Now would something that was trying to get in someone's pants say something like that??? I don't think soo. So get to know me before you Judge me, SERIOUSLY!!! Cuz I hate that with a passion.
This is the part where its more recent shit. Still going to parties, having fun, getting Drugs and Drunk and fucking bitches. (I didn't say I never get in girls pants, thats still give anybody the right to judge me though) (^_^) Don't mind me, haven't write in a while. Oh yeah, I went to a 3 day rave, and on the 2nd rave I tryed "E" for the first time. OMG!!! Thats was a cool trip!!! Even though it took like 2 hours to work (Still Scraching my head about that!!) Once it kick in, I knew it was working cuz my teeth was trying to clamp shut, and I remember when MegaMan was biting on his finger. lol. Still Working, but hopefully might getting a better job, so I can make More money and won't be a Temp anymore. So I can say "Go fuck yourself Forrest, and Take this Green shirt Angel and whip your ass with it, cuz I'm better then this." Once I can get this Job, I'm going to start working on my Dream on my business. I'm going to Hidden Shadows, and I'm going to have fun and after Shadows I'm going to have more fun with my friends when we go to the beach. This is how my Summer or Fun should always be, thanks you my friends and Romero. I know I was telling you how you made my life much better when I met you. I know I was triping, but I meant everything I said.
Its been a while since I wrote something in my LJ, but that felt soo good to let that all out. To the people I care about, my Best friends. I always be there for you, cuz your there for me as well. And the Others, I can say one thing, once I remember it. NAh!!! I'm bullshiting, Just Fuck ya bitches. I'm Baaaack!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, I know its been a FUCKIN while since I wrote something in my LJ. Cuz the last entry I was speaking my mind about the whole Renee and Joe calling me thing. Let me get to the point, After when me and Renee talked, we are cool now. Me and Joe??? Well I will give him that respectful "HI", convo here and there and "Bye." Other then that, thats all he's getting from me. Hey, I'm kind, thats how I am, I don't like having enemyies. I could have that Diana way of life and be like "Fuck him for what he stands for, and thats nothing." But I'm nice like that, I have respect for people even if people don't know how to say "I'm sorry" and shit like that. Just remember, I'm not calling 911 if something happens to you, BUT I WILL SAY "HI" TO YOU THOUGH!! LOL. (^_^) Thats what you called being nice in a Fucked up way. YEAH!! I LOVING BEING ME!!! Later more dumb shit! I was mad at that fact that Desiree, Sarah and others felt I was trying to get into Renee's pants. I know that bullshit is over and done with, but that shit bothered me. Listen, And listen very carefully. If I wanted to get into her pants, I would've told my father "Stay in your Room, cuz I'm going to do something" and hes going to get the point. I JUST GOT LIKE THAT BITCHES!!!! But I wanted to go out with Renee, but it never happened!!! Cuz no matter what she will never get over Joe!! And I told her that. I told her I can't win over Joe. Cuz you been with him for years, and I can't beat that. Most likely their together once again for the Millionth time, and I hope that I'm wrong and she made the right choice. Cuz I hate to be right at times when it comes to people I care about. Sometimes I feel I really wasted my time. Oh well, every good man gets up and move on. Now would something that was trying to get in someone's pants say something like that??? I don't think soo. So get to know me before you Judge me, SERIOUSLY!!! Cuz I hate that with a passion.
This is the part where its more recent shit. Still going to parties, having fun, getting Drugs and Drunk and fucking bitches. (I didn't say I never get in girls pants, thats still give anybody the right to judge me though) (^_^) Don't mind me, haven't write in a while. Oh yeah, I went to a 3 day rave, and on the 2nd rave I tryed "E" for the first time. OMG!!! Thats was a cool trip!!! Even though it took like 2 hours to work (Still Scraching my head about that!!) Once it kick in, I knew it was working cuz my teeth was trying to clamp shut, and I remember when MegaMan was biting on his finger. lol. Still Working, but hopefully might getting a better job, so I can make More money and won't be a Temp anymore. So I can say "Go fuck yourself Forrest, and Take this Green shirt Angel and whip your ass with it, cuz I'm better then this." Once I can get this Job, I'm going to start working on my Dream on my business. I'm going to Hidden Shadows, and I'm going to have fun and after Shadows I'm going to have more fun with my friends when we go to the beach. This is how my Summer or Fun should always be, thanks you my friends and Romero. I know I was telling you how you made my life much better when I met you. I know I was triping, but I meant everything I said.
Its been a while since I wrote something in my LJ, but that felt soo good to let that all out. To the people I care about, my Best friends. I always be there for you, cuz your there for me as well. And the Others, I can say one thing, once I remember it. NAh!!! I'm bullshiting, Just Fuck ya bitches. I'm Baaaack!!!!!!!!!