God is a mean kid with a magnifying glass and we are ants
well i know that it has been almost a month since i have posted on my journal, just to let everyone know what is going on in my life, not that anyone cares. i am still owrking at fedex and amazingly i have not been fired from it yet. i am planning on moving out of my parents house and moving in with my cousin mike. that will be a lot of fun!!! well i hate to say it but i think that the one person i have cared about more than antything is finally has moved on and i think that i have to, i no longer think about her every waking minute and in my dreams, it is now down to every half hour, no jk, but i just want you to know that you will always hold a special place in my heart no matter what, through all the pain that you sent me through. well i dont have any romantic interests at the moment all though there are a couple of old flames i would like to try and reignite, hahaha like that will ever happen they all hate me, oh well life goes on whether you want it to or not.
next subject, what size of tv should io buy, i know that i want to get at least a flat screen, and at least 20" but no more that at least 30" that would just be too expensive.
my room in my new place is alread the bomb i have started moving into there, i have hung a lot of dj lighting in there and it will be awesome. i plan on making it into a mini club. lol
well i have an addiction to ebay, and i think it is taking control of me. lol well it is 3:20 in the morning and i am bored and i am bored and guess what i am bored. i am so lonely, and this is no joke i am serious people someone call me to do something. well i rented the movie "clue' and i am going to go watch it. maybe unless i find something shiney which is always a possibility. dont you hate it when everyone around you is getting married or is in a very serious relationship and you are still recovering from the last one, but at the same time you miss the companionship of someone that you know cares for you (well you think until they end up dumping you and you find out they were using you (or did they actually care about you)) well i miss having someone to cuddle up with and watch a movie, or to be able to call on at anytime and be able to talk to them at anytime, or just plain making out in a park and not care what anyone thinks cause you love that person. well i think that i am going to go watch the movie and hopefully i dont find something else to rant on about
remember to take care of yourself and others
"J"
next subject, what size of tv should io buy, i know that i want to get at least a flat screen, and at least 20" but no more that at least 30" that would just be too expensive.
my room in my new place is alread the bomb i have started moving into there, i have hung a lot of dj lighting in there and it will be awesome. i plan on making it into a mini club. lol
well i have an addiction to ebay, and i think it is taking control of me. lol well it is 3:20 in the morning and i am bored and i am bored and guess what i am bored. i am so lonely, and this is no joke i am serious people someone call me to do something. well i rented the movie "clue' and i am going to go watch it. maybe unless i find something shiney which is always a possibility. dont you hate it when everyone around you is getting married or is in a very serious relationship and you are still recovering from the last one, but at the same time you miss the companionship of someone that you know cares for you (well you think until they end up dumping you and you find out they were using you (or did they actually care about you)) well i miss having someone to cuddle up with and watch a movie, or to be able to call on at anytime and be able to talk to them at anytime, or just plain making out in a park and not care what anyone thinks cause you love that person. well i think that i am going to go watch the movie and hopefully i dont find something else to rant on about
remember to take care of yourself and others
"J"