Its times like these...
....that not having a girlfriend can really get to you. Normally it doesnt bother me as much. Yeah sure I want someone to kiss or hold hands with, but its not too bad. But when you're really depressed, then yeah, you want that someone really bad. Someone you can just hold and hold you and feel better.
Things are happening at The Stickle House that Im none too pleased with. Still dont have a job. I've been applying online, in person, had interviews, but nothin. Money is gettin tight. My credit card is almost up to its limit and its not on frivolous stuff. I dont go out and buy DVDS or comics or go to movies anymore. I use the card to pay my bills, some of moms bills, groceries, and gas. It all adds up. I know in a month or so I can prob find a job anywhere with seasonal help. But thats still far away and Id have to find a new job in the new year anyway and start this process all over again. Then some stuff is happening in the extended family. Cant have Christmas at my aunts or my grandmas and we dont what to do.
Everything is just pilin up. I just want a gf right now so I could call and say "Baby I need you" and she came over and we could just hold eachother and make things feel more ok. But I'll deal. I always do. I'll just try not to think about it and watch some tv. I just felt like venting. It helps me.
Things are happening at The Stickle House that Im none too pleased with. Still dont have a job. I've been applying online, in person, had interviews, but nothin. Money is gettin tight. My credit card is almost up to its limit and its not on frivolous stuff. I dont go out and buy DVDS or comics or go to movies anymore. I use the card to pay my bills, some of moms bills, groceries, and gas. It all adds up. I know in a month or so I can prob find a job anywhere with seasonal help. But thats still far away and Id have to find a new job in the new year anyway and start this process all over again. Then some stuff is happening in the extended family. Cant have Christmas at my aunts or my grandmas and we dont what to do.
Everything is just pilin up. I just want a gf right now so I could call and say "Baby I need you" and she came over and we could just hold eachother and make things feel more ok. But I'll deal. I always do. I'll just try not to think about it and watch some tv. I just felt like venting. It helps me.