Oct 18, 2007 00:03
Dad died tonight at around 8. It's been up and down. Sometimes I'm fine and can handle it. Other times I just break down and start bawling. He was my dad. I loved him so much and always will. It was just his time. He was in alot of pain. I'm gonna make him proud. I'm gonna get my license and get a good job that I love. He may have said and done some things that I didnt like, but I always loved him. He knew that. I dissapointed him a few times, but he loved me. I know that. The Obit will be in Fridays paper. We're thinking the wake will be Sunday 4-8 and the funeral sometime Monday morning. I'm fine. I dont need anyone to come for me, but if you want to come for him, thats fine. If you actually knew him and met him and want to pay respect thats fine. There are some of you I didnt want to find out this way. Scott, Metal, and especially Natalie. I would have liked to have called you, but I dont have your numbers anymore. I'm really sorry you had to find out this way. I apologize. Thanks to everyone who gave their support. You have no idea how much it means to me.