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i think i am going to go crazy if i have to sit at my desk anylonger. there is somthing really bothering me latley and i cant figure out what it is. i feel like i dont even know what i feel like anymore i feel like i am standing in the middle of a crowded room screaming but yet no one can hear me... i need a vacation away from everything right now. moving is going to suck i mean the new house is nice but it is hard to think that in less then a month my house will be gone. things around my house just arent the same anymore i feel like my parents have become more like aquaintentses lately i just feel like sometimes i have no one to talk to even though i know i do but it is hard to express how i truly feel when i dont even know how i feel anymore latley it had just been that crazy blahhh feeling you get and i dont even know why i feel that i mean things in my life are going good but still it feels like something or a part of me is missing like i am just not motivated to do things like i used to be. i hate working i hate school and i feel like i havent had a good nights sleep in god only knows how long..... well enough of me complaining i got to get back to work...