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Wow. 2011 already.
In so many ways, still feels like I was just in Utah, feels like I just left it. At least, in the ways of chronological perception of memory, it seems like only a few weeks ago. As far as me, in body and mind and heart, it feels so much longer.
I didn't get much done in 2010, at least not a few things I'd hoped for. Then again, I didn't go into that year with much of a plan - and how could I have? I'd just sold everything I owned, packed ChooChoo and myself into the Mustang, and drove home from Utah without a penny to my name and nothing but pain inside my head and my chest.
Then a funny thing happened - at rock bottom, I chose to live for me rather than broken illusions... and I began to heal. Still healing in some ways, but I am at a wonderful place in both my life and with myself. I now love and cherish my own self.
And when that happened, a quiet and consistent love walked into my life.
And now onward to this year...I hate that we just had New Years, and half of January is already gone - this year holds a lot of good plans for me, things I'm working hard to accomplish. Lots to do - getting in shape, polishing my Kenpo, making even more great memories with those I love, getting back on a motorcycle, getting the riding club started, getting into grad school at Southern..
Gonna be an awesome year.
In so many ways, still feels like I was just in Utah, feels like I just left it. At least, in the ways of chronological perception of memory, it seems like only a few weeks ago. As far as me, in body and mind and heart, it feels so much longer.
I didn't get much done in 2010, at least not a few things I'd hoped for. Then again, I didn't go into that year with much of a plan - and how could I have? I'd just sold everything I owned, packed ChooChoo and myself into the Mustang, and drove home from Utah without a penny to my name and nothing but pain inside my head and my chest.
Then a funny thing happened - at rock bottom, I chose to live for me rather than broken illusions... and I began to heal. Still healing in some ways, but I am at a wonderful place in both my life and with myself. I now love and cherish my own self.
And when that happened, a quiet and consistent love walked into my life.
And now onward to this year...I hate that we just had New Years, and half of January is already gone - this year holds a lot of good plans for me, things I'm working hard to accomplish. Lots to do - getting in shape, polishing my Kenpo, making even more great memories with those I love, getting back on a motorcycle, getting the riding club started, getting into grad school at Southern..
Gonna be an awesome year.