Nov 19, 2004 22:54
You think by now I'd be used to the fact that I'd get people hating on me. That's all good and dandy, but when someone you thought was your "friend" all this time, putting up a helluva front and then goes around out of nowhere and says shit about me, that's just terrific.
The thing is...that person wasn't even like...a close friend...but I haven't DONE ANYTHING to ANYONE. I mean, we aren't really close, but still, enough to label us as friends. Putting up this front that everything is okay and all that crap, then out of nowhere, I find out they said something about me.
I'm used to being the bad guy.
That's it.
I've had it. They don't exist anymore. No 2nd chances, no nothing. If they say hi, I'll wave...but if they ask me shit..I won't say shit. They don't exist.
It's really fucked up how much you think you're being good to a person...but in the end it bites you in the ass.
Just goes to show you.....you truly can't trust anyone. PERIOD. You rarely find people that actually have LOYALTY and HONESTY.
I mean, if u got a problem with me...just tell me. Don't put up a plastic and be all fake with me, then turn around and say shit.
Fuck it.
It's bullshit.
I'm pissed....for tonight. Tomorrow....I'll be cool. Just needed to vent.
All I gotta say is....I'll see ya'll once I'm in TV.
Fuckers.