bonkers
I can’t do it! Overwhelmed. Why must I do this?! *whimpering. Oh god, OH GOD! Someone please knock some sense outta me. I need a miricle, i need...ginkgo biloba. You are my mountain, my curse. I hate you. Why can’t I just worry about packing? I need to do laundry. AHHHHH!!! I can’t take anymore in. Nothing makes sense anymore. Oh my, I’ve gone bonkers. Maybe I need a change of scenery. Starbucks? No! Don’t do it! I’ve been so good..soo good for 5 days. But I’m weak. I need it now. I’m crazy. CRAZY!!! Ahhhhhhh!! Oh gosh, I’m a mess. Pull yourself woman. Breath. *deep sigh