well then
So I broke up with Kyle tonight. I guess all things considered, it went as well as could have been expected. I mean, I just told him what was going on, and that I didn't feel like being in a relationship was the right and healthiest place for me right now. I rushed into another relationship way way way too soon after breaking up with Austin, and something like that requires a lot of buffer time, and down time. I didn't really give myself any at all. I never really have, and it's just time to do that now. I hurt him bad. And I feel terrible. I just didn't feel like it was fair to either one of us for me to continue being in a relationship that I wasn't all in...I really hope I can stay friends with him, he really is a good person, and it would suck to lose touch completely. This is just the right thing for me to do right now, and I hope he sort of understands.