Great?
Yeah so I don't know what is going on in my head...Me and Steph are going out again which is freakin awesome and it is going really well and we really worked things out down to the last detail...but then I find out that some people out there have told Steph that she should forget me and that I am not worth it and didn't say they were joking...So I was told by someone close to me that this happened and that they sounded serious and said it in front of a bunch of girls, so would you believe that they didn't mean it that way? They ended up telling Steph that o they didn't mean it that way there are just some things that could change about him...Steph being great as she is decided to say well everyone has things that they could change in different aspects of their lives...I don't know just weird that they would say it in a serious tone in front of a bunch of girls and yet claim they didn't mean it...hmmm sounds like something isn't quite right about that...So yeah I am loving Steph and our relationship but at the same time hurt and depressed about what people said about me and wish they could see how we are now a days...oh well some people aren't what they seem and aren't true friends and don't like to be open minded about certain things...But yeah overall been alright...school is easy for now at least and alright...getting to know a ton of knew people, some really nice and normal and others really crazy or scary and mean...been bored since I don't really have hw and yet all my BACON friends have way too much hw so I get bored a lot and don't really hang out, in other words my social life these days suck...oh well, I still get to hang out with my BACON friends here and there so not terrible but just wish it was more than once a week...So yeah cause of all this I feel great and happy but then the bad things bring that down and like balance each other out so I sometimes just don't know how to act because I feel both happiness and sadness...