Almost forgot i had an LJ
what with the wavback machine that is facebook and now tumblr.. which with one post can bug all your online friends with one easy send i don't often post here. But today i decided i would.. why? cause this is i think the least offensive blogger on the interwebs.
My rant is about facebook. it is a double edge sword if there ever was one.. i mean ive been able to keep up with current friends and make contact with friends from my past. but the down side is, well that people from my past , some of them anyway i think are better left in the past.. People who back in the supreme's society that was High School, i always felt looked right through me. i didnt fit in. nor did i really want to. and some. well they treated me not so very nice. I didnt get it. i was a nice kid, bit strange and liked strange music but in that day and age that was enough… Now fast forward 30 years and ive got people that i thought didn't even know my name friending me telling “how kewl they thought i was” HUH? and what a great time it was then… FUCK YOU.. it wasn't great. school for me was the single most ridicules things i ever had to deal with.. and you all looked at it like it was the be all end all. There were a few good times but to few to mention. My life was after school closed.. Ironically basically what i do now. just on a much grander scale.. i remember when new wave broke and 91x gave alternative music to the masses how gutted i was that the ass hole jocks that called me fagot started turing up at Club Zu with eyeliner on claiming they were there all the time tring to talk up some bird.. It was an unwritten law.. you have your keggers, house parties and school dances and i get distillery, club zu & playskool… then here they were invading my world. the one i was banished to and then being asked “what am i doing here”? WTF????
This is all petty i know, i mean compared to 99% of the people i went to school , my life rules!!!! . but now every once in a while, ill get a friend request from one of them. and instant face to palm…
it is nice now and again to re connect with old friends. and the past is the past, we’ve all grown.. and in the end i see where i am… and just smile and think.. if i die today right now, id have already drank in 2 to 3 times more of what life has to offer then most of them will ever in there entire lifetime.
Im very thankful to be where i am and be doing what i do. And thank fuck I saw the light when i did and got out of the rat race. casue in the end .. the only winner in that race is a rat =0)
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