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man! so i really suck at this online journal thing. i remember when ("...i remember when i lost my miiind..")i used to be so good at posting in this thing way back when. maybe it's cuz i've developed a mild case of ADD or something.
anyway.. all is well here. i'm alive and i'm .. well, alive. i've been very meloncholic (is that how you say that??) since i've arrived in colorado. i got a job as a receptionist part-time in boulder and other than that, i've been playing a lot of guitar. i need to get a loop pedal or something soon, because i'm aching to jam, but have yet to find a jamming partner, besides some strange gear-head i met that doesn't know how to keep time.
gosh, would you listen to me?! i sound so... blah! i've been in this funk. don't get me wrong, i AM happy and enjoying my new home and my new life - but it definitely hasn't been an easy adjustment for me. i think that god is working on me in a way that i've never been worked on before.?. i can't quite place my finger on what's going on inside of me.
it kinda feels like i'm depressed, but not depressed at all. whatever it is, it's super heavy and is gonna take a lot to get through.
does any of this make sense?! if not, then you're totally understanding what i'm going through. :)
not much left to say at this point. hopefully i can get back into the habit of writing in this thing as opposed to stopping by every once in a while to vent.
thanks for taking my shit, livejournal. i love you.
anyway.. all is well here. i'm alive and i'm .. well, alive. i've been very meloncholic (is that how you say that??) since i've arrived in colorado. i got a job as a receptionist part-time in boulder and other than that, i've been playing a lot of guitar. i need to get a loop pedal or something soon, because i'm aching to jam, but have yet to find a jamming partner, besides some strange gear-head i met that doesn't know how to keep time.
gosh, would you listen to me?! i sound so... blah! i've been in this funk. don't get me wrong, i AM happy and enjoying my new home and my new life - but it definitely hasn't been an easy adjustment for me. i think that god is working on me in a way that i've never been worked on before.?. i can't quite place my finger on what's going on inside of me.
it kinda feels like i'm depressed, but not depressed at all. whatever it is, it's super heavy and is gonna take a lot to get through.
does any of this make sense?! if not, then you're totally understanding what i'm going through. :)
not much left to say at this point. hopefully i can get back into the habit of writing in this thing as opposed to stopping by every once in a while to vent.
thanks for taking my shit, livejournal. i love you.