Who's 22?

[jaymersun]

Today is my 22nd birthday!!! January 5th, 1984 i was born and guess what... i'm going out to sea right now so i can't even spend my birthday with anyone at home. Just work all day!! How cool is that. NOT!!! Well i just wanted to say hi and i'll talk to you all layter!!! Thanx Mel for wishing me a happy birthday this morning at 5:45 this morning!!!

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I was where you were and most times Im where you are

[anonymous]

This morning I was thinking about what things have come to pass over the last 22 years. Its like the world keeps on revolving and the life that Im living is always moving in a different direction no matter how often I change the course or try to put other things into the mix.
I used to think that I would be stuck in a rut forever but I have found that there is one thing that you can not change. The facts remain and have you bound no matter what you do to provoke it forget it or to wish it all away, We are destined to become old!!!!!

Now as I look back and see the world it dosent seem any nicer any easier or any happier, it just that now after all the years have passed I can see that the years of confusion and heartache and happy times too have stared to make more sense.

I feel the same as I did when I was 12, however I know now the things that I thought were bullshit then are truely things that I need to embrace and learn to live with because I know now that ever thing that I did and went through was geering me up for the life that I have finally come to know and love though I tried to relieve myself of it intentionally several times.

Keep the faith and hold on to your dreams ,,,Though you may have a cup of steaming fuck yourself in the ass for breakfast,,,,You can save that fortune cookie to dunk in it!!!
Changes up the tast of the brew!!!!

It not as bad you think it is,,,In fact it much better that you know it will be

KEEP THE FAITH

Love
SHUNA<<

Re: I was where you were and most times Im where you are

[jaymersun]

Mother Dear~
well i totally know what you mean by the years keep coming, i keep getting older, i get smarter, a little more wiser and yet i don't feel any differnt. I see myself for what i am at times but my dreams surpass my potential. I know that some people get dished a little more shit than others and when it seems like i'm neck deep in something and i'll never pull my way out... something comes and pours more over top of me. But you know what... thats life and i'm finding ways to pull myself out a little more and more everyday. It's called drugs... I'm just kidding. No but seriously. It's just letting go of old baggage. The things that you hated as a kid or even the shit you loved as a kid no longer matters coz i'm no longer that kid. I'm a man now... I'm a man with a good job, an awesome woman and two feet below my knees that keep me walking in that direction twards the sun. I don't know where this light is leading me but i know in due time i will have a complete understanding. I just wanna live for today, i just wanna get up in the morning and kiss my girl, put my clothes on and go to work come home, eat fuck and then sleep... not nessisarily in that order.... until that day comes when my bones are laid to rest... LIVE FOR TODAY AND KEEP THE WIND AT YOUR BACK!! I love you mom...
Your son
JaY