when does it end
Ok so my journey back to michigan had to have been the worst ever. I really didn't feel like i belonged there anymore. I didn't fit in with my family like i used to coz i've grown without them and away from them aposed to being part of the family i was the odd ball the whole time. My friends were the only pleasure i had while i was back. Damn i tried to call Kelli so many times and everytime i did she wasn't home. I wanted to hang out with her so bad i actually seen her once when i was driving over to help with the kids. I just really didn't like the whole experience of not having my grandma there. I couldn't and still can't handle it. I'm freaking out. I'm scared and lonley and holding my nerves right now. I just wish i could have been there before she passed. I feel like shit.
JaY
JaY