hate
I feel like God is punishing me for something. Why would he let my car break down so i couldn't make it back to Michigan and see my Grandma one last time before her death. Why did i have to join the navy and miss out on her last two years of her life. I could have made them so special and gave back everything she has ever gave to me with even more love. WHY GOD??? WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS???