corpus christi
still sucks.
some days i get pretty sad thinking about all the fun i had here and how much i hate it now. i remember last year i couldn't wait to come home. i drove home the same day my last final was over. but this year....i dreaded coming home...
yeah sure of course i miss my boyfriend but i feel like denton is my home now. i miss DFW a lot.
there are a lot of things i'm still freaked out about that badih did. he fucked a lot of things up in my head. i'm over him now. i hate the bastard. believe me i do.
but there are just somethings he did that will never leave me. they'll haunt me forever. i hate him for that. i hate him for scarring me so deeply.
the monday after father's day i'll be headed home. i can't wait to see marissa and mitchell. mellie will be down next weekend so i'll get to see her. can't wait =)
ah. well its time for bed. too long of a trip down memory lane...i found too many pictures from high school. i'll probably be loaded with nightmares now. greeaattt.
night.
some days i get pretty sad thinking about all the fun i had here and how much i hate it now. i remember last year i couldn't wait to come home. i drove home the same day my last final was over. but this year....i dreaded coming home...
yeah sure of course i miss my boyfriend but i feel like denton is my home now. i miss DFW a lot.
there are a lot of things i'm still freaked out about that badih did. he fucked a lot of things up in my head. i'm over him now. i hate the bastard. believe me i do.
but there are just somethings he did that will never leave me. they'll haunt me forever. i hate him for that. i hate him for scarring me so deeply.
the monday after father's day i'll be headed home. i can't wait to see marissa and mitchell. mellie will be down next weekend so i'll get to see her. can't wait =)
ah. well its time for bed. too long of a trip down memory lane...i found too many pictures from high school. i'll probably be loaded with nightmares now. greeaattt.
night.