a blessing in disguise?
so it looks like i may get my peace of mind.
lets just see if he's serious enough to actually do this in person.
i truly believe it'll be good for my soul and healing process.
i've tried everything.
i'm at my whit's end and i just want to feel better again.
that's all.
i hope he meant it.
i dont want to be friends or fight, i just want to talk things out so that i'm at peace.
my eyes are burning from crying so much.
i'm getting tired of having to wear my glasses.
the new prescription with astigmatism has taken some getting used to
i had a great response to my nightmares in watercolor today.
i decided that my last few paintings will be real life nightmares.
eddie, badih, and "tell me you poor lost mother, what do you want now?"
hopefully they'll help me cope too.
i need some sort of release,
watercolor is a little of that for the time being.
i'll be in sa in about a month.
lets just see if he's serious enough to actually do this in person.
i truly believe it'll be good for my soul and healing process.
i've tried everything.
i'm at my whit's end and i just want to feel better again.
that's all.
i hope he meant it.
i dont want to be friends or fight, i just want to talk things out so that i'm at peace.
my eyes are burning from crying so much.
i'm getting tired of having to wear my glasses.
the new prescription with astigmatism has taken some getting used to
i had a great response to my nightmares in watercolor today.
i decided that my last few paintings will be real life nightmares.
eddie, badih, and "tell me you poor lost mother, what do you want now?"
hopefully they'll help me cope too.
i need some sort of release,
watercolor is a little of that for the time being.
i'll be in sa in about a month.