can i just say this? don't judge this post.
so i post 3 new pictures? and he posts three new pictures? of himself???
so i noticed he said new pictures coming soon? i thought of an event...or like something interesting?
not that he'd be so vain to just post pictures of himself???
i mean i did but because i died my hairs red. there was a purpose.
wtfffff
are we living in a sick parallel?
it NEEDS to STOP.
i tried to reconcile. i tried to be nice. and i just got called a homewrecker? as if he did nothing wrong? as if i wasn't used or lied to or rejected and dumped when i told him that there was a little one coming.
i think the words were "can you take me to the drs? i'm getting a sono today!" (so excited) and he says "why the FUCK would i want to see that!? i didnt plan this shit. no i do not want to see that."
yeah.
i'm the bitch.
the psycho ex girlfriend.
and yeah i still have shit to say about it all.
i'm scarred forever with all of this.
get over yourself dude.
seriously.
you can apologize to livejournal all you want about the person you "used" to be.
but livejournal doesn't give a shit.
you didnt use livejournal.
you didnt tell it you loved it and always would and then go off with someone else.
you sure as hell didn't do half the shit to this stupid blog that you did to me.
the person, not thing, you should be apologizing to every day since i happened is me.
a real man would own up to the person face to face and apologize. a real man would have stood by my side or at least have been honest.
ugh.
i need to clean my room and find my center.
i'm all off balance and i dont have the strength to be sad/mad about this now.
i have a campaign to produce.
so i noticed he said new pictures coming soon? i thought of an event...or like something interesting?
not that he'd be so vain to just post pictures of himself???
i mean i did but because i died my hairs red. there was a purpose.
wtfffff
are we living in a sick parallel?
it NEEDS to STOP.
i tried to reconcile. i tried to be nice. and i just got called a homewrecker? as if he did nothing wrong? as if i wasn't used or lied to or rejected and dumped when i told him that there was a little one coming.
i think the words were "can you take me to the drs? i'm getting a sono today!" (so excited) and he says "why the FUCK would i want to see that!? i didnt plan this shit. no i do not want to see that."
yeah.
i'm the bitch.
the psycho ex girlfriend.
and yeah i still have shit to say about it all.
i'm scarred forever with all of this.
get over yourself dude.
seriously.
you can apologize to livejournal all you want about the person you "used" to be.
but livejournal doesn't give a shit.
you didnt use livejournal.
you didnt tell it you loved it and always would and then go off with someone else.
you sure as hell didn't do half the shit to this stupid blog that you did to me.
the person, not thing, you should be apologizing to every day since i happened is me.
a real man would own up to the person face to face and apologize. a real man would have stood by my side or at least have been honest.
ugh.
i need to clean my room and find my center.
i'm all off balance and i dont have the strength to be sad/mad about this now.
i have a campaign to produce.