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oh my, so much has happened and is happening.
This is my last week living at the house with the girls. The year is over. As this living situation has pretty much caused me a lot of stress, I am not sorry to see it end. And as the new living situation is so promising, I'm way not sorry to see my other one end. The original plan called for me moving into an apartment starting Aug 1, and then SB would bring stuff over, spend more time there, and then when he lease is up in October he would most likely move in, unless the "trial time" didn't go well. Well with the Artist deciding that she needed a very expensive trip to car-x, the plan changed. So I'm moving my stuff to SB's and going to stay with him and his brothers till we find a place that is suitable for us and I can save up some more money. Not exactly the ideal situation, but in the end, I'm excited for it and for what lies ahead.
Today is SB's birthday. We exchanged birthday and anniversary presents from earlier in the month today. I'm sitting here playing with my new ipod, shaking it even though I'm enjoying the song that's on, simply beacuse I'm amazed that I can change the song by doing so.
Cameron's mom got us tickets to Incubus last night. Brandom Boyd is still hott as hell and his pipes have held up well. Met Jenn and Gregg (and Gregg's dad - oddly Incubus is his fav band - and aunt there too). Two weeks from yesterday is their wedding its so exciting that its so close. Went to a bridesmaid luncheon for Jenn yesterday. We all made her little gifts that signified our friendship. I made a mix cd of all the songs that kind of told the story of our friendship. Clips from Ellen's standup, the song we always sing at karaoke, songs from movies we watched together, 3 little birds from the time she came to get the birds out of my closet, etc. Whoever thought up the idea of the day and type of gifts was really smart. It was really interesting to see her open the gifts and hear all the stories.
I didn't sleep alot last week. And I did something awful to my back. The pain has been intense. Therefore I've been quite the beast to deal with. I appreciate right now that I can be a beast and have rough times but that at the end of it all I still have people that are with me through it. Also after the past couple of weekends, with Jenny Jenny here, the bachelorette/bachelor weekends, great SB moments, my car; I have come to really appreciate that there is someone on this earth that I feel incredibly close to, someone that gets me. Who I feel safe and at home with.
I suppose I started off with so much to say, and i feel like there should be as in the past couple of weeks and days there has been no rest, just work, celebrations, work, packing...but yeah...i'm tapped.
This is my last week living at the house with the girls. The year is over. As this living situation has pretty much caused me a lot of stress, I am not sorry to see it end. And as the new living situation is so promising, I'm way not sorry to see my other one end. The original plan called for me moving into an apartment starting Aug 1, and then SB would bring stuff over, spend more time there, and then when he lease is up in October he would most likely move in, unless the "trial time" didn't go well. Well with the Artist deciding that she needed a very expensive trip to car-x, the plan changed. So I'm moving my stuff to SB's and going to stay with him and his brothers till we find a place that is suitable for us and I can save up some more money. Not exactly the ideal situation, but in the end, I'm excited for it and for what lies ahead.
Today is SB's birthday. We exchanged birthday and anniversary presents from earlier in the month today. I'm sitting here playing with my new ipod, shaking it even though I'm enjoying the song that's on, simply beacuse I'm amazed that I can change the song by doing so.
Cameron's mom got us tickets to Incubus last night. Brandom Boyd is still hott as hell and his pipes have held up well. Met Jenn and Gregg (and Gregg's dad - oddly Incubus is his fav band - and aunt there too). Two weeks from yesterday is their wedding its so exciting that its so close. Went to a bridesmaid luncheon for Jenn yesterday. We all made her little gifts that signified our friendship. I made a mix cd of all the songs that kind of told the story of our friendship. Clips from Ellen's standup, the song we always sing at karaoke, songs from movies we watched together, 3 little birds from the time she came to get the birds out of my closet, etc. Whoever thought up the idea of the day and type of gifts was really smart. It was really interesting to see her open the gifts and hear all the stories.
I didn't sleep alot last week. And I did something awful to my back. The pain has been intense. Therefore I've been quite the beast to deal with. I appreciate right now that I can be a beast and have rough times but that at the end of it all I still have people that are with me through it. Also after the past couple of weekends, with Jenny Jenny here, the bachelorette/bachelor weekends, great SB moments, my car; I have come to really appreciate that there is someone on this earth that I feel incredibly close to, someone that gets me. Who I feel safe and at home with.
I suppose I started off with so much to say, and i feel like there should be as in the past couple of weeks and days there has been no rest, just work, celebrations, work, packing...but yeah...i'm tapped.