electric feel
went out for brad's birthday today. j alexanders. cosmos and good beer. i ordered the not so ordinary mac and cheese and fries. it was crunchy, but i tried to not be "jayme-like" while eating and just assumed it was the baked topping, and kept eating; the cheese was good. then suddenly i notice, red. FUCK. I didn't eat much, but I did eat bacon and ham. fuck. now my tummy is all messed up. its amazing how quickly the body forgets how to process things. and all because i didn't want to look picky. and examine my food. all because i hate the way i eat. i'm sitting here, after leaving my friend celebrating, holding my stomach swearing, because meat is awful.
but i did finish downloading mgmt this morning and that helps.
i'm job searching. that's stressful.
but i did finish downloading mgmt this morning and that helps.
i'm job searching. that's stressful.