Sep 19, 2006 12:58
Woke up from a dream that a spirit visited me and it was wordless spirit. Don't give me looks, but I do communicate with the spirits in my sleep. Nyx's mom came last night and she brought someone and said that he will give me answers. This guy was dressed up in Superman custome and his eyes began to glow red. I was like o.O ??? kind of scared wondering if he's going to blast me away. But his red eyes turned his head into a yellow aura glowing and I felt something tugging from my head and I was scared that he was taking my soul away but he just took my all bad feelings out and gave me more love and his eyes turned blue and he hugged me and flew away. When i woke up, I was sure that it was a message for Nyx but after I talked to Mako on SL, he mentioned the word "Demon" and it just strucked me that the superman took my demon out of me. I felt at peace in my mind so that explains it. Last night before I went to bed, I prayed for the pain to be taken away and let me rest in peace. I still have more pain but I am feeling a bit better. I still have demons inside me and I am going to work on getting rid of them. Nyx has demons big time that invaded his body since he was a little boy. Nyx I really suggest you to seek your spirits and ask them to remove the demons from yourself but how?
It's easy
Look in the mirror and tell all the vile stuff you thought of yourself out loud like you always told me how you suck, how no one likes you, how you are not loved at all, how ugly you are, While I assured you that you are wrong, showed you my love, my attention, my being there and you pushed me away and ignored it. I did some researches on line and here it is :
Let thoughts, emotions, devils and demons do the hard work themselves. Hold up the pristine mirror of yourself and they will attack their own reflection breathing venom until they are exhausted. Read on to see
how it is done.
"tasmanian devil" clearing emotions
Here is Tassie the "Tasmanian Devil" blasting his reflection in the mirror of illusion. He soon uses up all his fire and burns out. Be like the mirror unto these demons
This picture says a lot, Here is "Tassie" our lovable Tasmanian Devil trying to do his worst, but he doesn't realize he is looking into the mirror of the self. The purity of who you are when you are quiet and not moving towards a thought or feeling.
He doesn't seem to realize he is blasting his own reflection. So he uses up his power on himself. You have defeated him by not doing anything. This can be the hardest thing because the habit is to do something, trying to defend ourselves from his fire.
Usually when a feeling, emotion or mood strikes us we try and defend ourselves by avoiding it ,such as watching television, playing games,talking, taking drugs etc.
If we just sit there and stare Tassie in the face and do not move, experience all the fire but not act upon it, we become the mirror like the picture. Tassie wears himself out and goes elsewhere.
What do you think? hmm..