Dec 05, 2008 12:49
I can't even fucking believe that there are people out there that are so shitty.
It seems i'm drawn to scumbags, i have this theory that i'll be able to change them with my super psychological female powers but i have come to learn that it's just not possible. And i figured that out now...even though everyone's been telling me for years.
And to top it off, the people that are freakin perfect for me i'm not into. For example i have a friend who recently told me he digs me but i've known him for 6 years and although he's always been there for me and is like the nicest guy i know i'm just not feelin it! but WHY. I push away the people that matter. There are a few people from my past that i really wish i had given a chance.
I wish i could go back in time. And be smart.
But for now i'm just gonnna chill, not think about it, and let the bitches come to me.