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[jayme4588]

So Sherwin is gone forever and i can't even believe it. I keep thinking i'll see him driving because i always use to see him driving. Every time i pass the sev i look for his car because he was always there rolling. I remember he came to seaside after prom and he tried so hard to win me a stuffed animal. He always use to tell melanie i broke his heart. He smoked me out right before my frist day of college and i was stoned and terrified. He told me i was the only one besides him and doc that he ever let drive his car. I went to his house on tuesday with kim and we left notes and flowers. I guess i'm just really sad. If you want to know about the funeral (which is tomorrow) call me.

Otherwise...
everything's fucking...the same.
Fuck Ewing, i need to get out.