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Don't Expect Anything
[Nov. 15th, 2004|05:40 pm]
When I held your hand yesterday I expected you to be happy
When I looked at you lovingly I expected you to return the feeling
When I cried I expected you to care
I learned today that none of those expectations will come true
I look into your eyes clearly today and see that nothing is there
I used to you believe in your songs. I used to revel in your music.
Now I know you won't be around. I know you hate me. I know I'm nothing to you.
But I am something to me, you can't make me feel bad about myself.
I won't give up. I know that the love is true.
Just not coming from you.
Now I'm going to live my life without you. I'm going to be my own person.
Some day you will see and listen. And wonder what you've missed and where you've been.
You are searching for a pretty face, a nice body, a shallow soul.
The first two things I have - but I will never be shallow.
I'm not just going to be an empty space existing endlessly.
I have to love, I have to breathe.
I have to find my destiny. |
Rain [Nov. 15th, 2004|05:19 pm]
1st verse
I want your shoulder to cry on.
I need you here with me for all eternity.
I don't want you to turn the lights on.
Everyday it feels like you are going to leave.
Every night I check beside me to make sure you're not gone.
My heart has seasons - sometimes it's green with envy
Sometimes it's red with passion
Sometimes it's black and blue from pain and crying
The words you say have the key to my emotion
The songs you sing lift my heart from the fire and into the sun
Chorus-
All around people sing and dance
We have all fallen under your trance
But I find comfort in knowing your mine
My only wonderful, special valentine
Days come and days go
But my love for you will always overflow
2nd verse
The rain is falling and my heart a long with it
My secret nightmare has come true
There is someone else who your heart belongs to
Although I hate her for taking you away
I could never hate you - even today
So for your sake I hope she makes you happy
For my sake I hope the rain washes the pain some other way
When I looked at you lovingly I expected you to return the feeling
When I cried I expected you to care
I learned today that none of those expectations will come true
I look into your eyes clearly today and see that nothing is there
I used to you believe in your songs. I used to revel in your music.
Now I know you won't be around. I know you hate me. I know I'm nothing to you.
But I am something to me, you can't make me feel bad about myself.
I won't give up. I know that the love is true.
Just not coming from you.
Now I'm going to live my life without you. I'm going to be my own person.
Some day you will see and listen. And wonder what you've missed and where you've been.
You are searching for a pretty face, a nice body, a shallow soul.
The first two things I have - but I will never be shallow.
I'm not just going to be an empty space existing endlessly.
I have to love, I have to breathe.
I have to find my destiny. |
Rain [Nov. 15th, 2004|05:19 pm]
1st verse
I want your shoulder to cry on.
I need you here with me for all eternity.
I don't want you to turn the lights on.
Everyday it feels like you are going to leave.
Every night I check beside me to make sure you're not gone.
My heart has seasons - sometimes it's green with envy
Sometimes it's red with passion
Sometimes it's black and blue from pain and crying
The words you say have the key to my emotion
The songs you sing lift my heart from the fire and into the sun
Chorus-
All around people sing and dance
We have all fallen under your trance
But I find comfort in knowing your mine
My only wonderful, special valentine
Days come and days go
But my love for you will always overflow
2nd verse
The rain is falling and my heart a long with it
My secret nightmare has come true
There is someone else who your heart belongs to
Although I hate her for taking you away
I could never hate you - even today
So for your sake I hope she makes you happy
For my sake I hope the rain washes the pain some other way