Very long time no update
Lets see here where do I start? Well a lot has changed in my life over the past 4 months. I've lost almost everything that was important to me. I've lost all my friends expect a select few and I do mean a select FEW. I've lost the most important thing to me, Krystyn, we broke up like 3 months ago or something around their. To be honest with you I don't even know why we broke up, well she gave me a bunch of bull when I tried to talk to her about it. But it doesn't even matter cause she has moved on and I'm trying to but it's hard cause I really did care about her a lot. I wouldn't say that I'm still in love with her but I do love her with all my heart and would do anything for her. Nothing compares to life's first true love. At least I thought it was true love, but obviously she did see things the same way that I did. All I want for her is for her to me happy, and if she's happy then I'm happy for her. I do miss her, I miss her a lot. I think about her almost everyday, but theirs nothing I can do for what has happened between her and I. We have been through so much with each other that maybe it was time to put a end to us. We did nothing but fight every other day about something stupid. Nothing was the same sense we got back together after we broke up the first time. OK, enough of that cause it's starting to piss me off. In other bad news, my brother TOTALED his car. It was so bad that the hood of his car was in the middle of Hall rd. The car looked like it was compressed from the front and back by bull dozers. But to say the lease, he walked away from the accident with out a mark on him. And if you seen how small his car was before and how tall he is then you would understand why he was very, very lucky to be alive. Can't say the same for my Grandfather. He past away a couple of weeks ago from a heart attack. He was in the hospital for 4 days on live support before my family decided to pull the plug. I wasn't as close to him as I was when I was younger but I'm still going to miss him. I really don't do much anymore cause I don't many friends, I hang out with Zak, and Sara(krystyn's sister) a lot. I don't talk to Sam, Marco, Eric, or Sara Jones anymore, and to tell you the truth the only person I miss is Sam. He was my best friend and he wont talk to me cause of Marco, cause Marco don't like me or something like that, I don't even remember why we all stopped talking. It just hurts cause Sam was like my best friend and then I loose that, and that sucks. Specially when we have been best friends for almost 9 years, it's like moving when your a kid to a new school and you have to make new friends only, I'm not in school and I'm not 21 so it's kinda hard to make new friends. Sara and Zak are my new best friends and I love hanging out with them, but there's something missing and I don't know what. Work is going great, I might be getting a promotion in a couple of month after I train the new porter, cause they fired the other guy Matt. I've heard from both my boss that the owner and GM both like me, they love how hard I work and they complements from customers all the time about how well I treat them. So I'm going to take that as a good thing and that I'll move up in the company and start making more money. Alright that it for now I'll try to update soon but don't count on it. ChIpS OuT!