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[jayjah]

So I kinda have this secret about me. And I wish I could just let it out. But I worry too much about the backlash I may recieve from it. I'm not sure who I could trust to tell this to. I know a few people I could talk to about stuff. But I just don't want them to think differently of me. This thing isn't necessarily bad... just complicated. And I still don't have it figured out myself. I guess the only reason I'm posting a entry like this is to build up my courage a little bit to hopefully eventually get it out.

And just in case you get worried I can tell you this much:
I didn't kill anyone
It doesn't have to do with my relationship with Adam
I'm not pregnant or diseased
I didn't commit any kind of crime
I guess all I can really say is...

I'm confused.